'The Love That Blinds Us' A Klaus Mikaelson Love Story

Reckless Decision.....

Klaus P.O.V

My siblings and I are the first vampires in history, the Originals. 300 years ago, we helped build New Orleans. In our absence, a new king arose. Now I've returned and taken his kingdom as my own. I had hope this would bring our family together. I was wrong. I brought Star and Hayley to the compound I showed Hayley to her room, she wasn't best pleased still, and Star asked if she could have a moment with Hayley. Which I granted I was a little surprised at the fact that Star and Hayley have formed some kind of bond which did please me as I hope that maybe Star would let Hayley see that I'm not monster as she thinks I am. I know I could apologies for my actions towards Elijah maybe that would change things between myself and Hayley.

Sorry means you feel the pulse of other people's pain as well as your own, and saying it means you take a share of it. And so it binds us together, makes us trodden and sodden as one another. Sorry is a lot of things. It's a hole refilled. A debt repaid. Sorry is the wake of misdeed. It's the crippling ripple of consequence. Sorry is sadness, just as knowing is sadness. Sorry is sometimes self-pity. But Sorry, really, is not about you. It's theirs to take or leave. Sorry means you leave yourself open, to embrace or to ridicule or to revenge... Sorry is a question that begs forgiveness, because the metronome of a good heart won't settle until things are set right and true. Sorry doesn't take things back, but it pushes things forward. It bridges the gap. Sorry is a sacrament. It's an offering. A gift.

The way I felt right now I felt Elijah didn't deserve any of that what infuriate me about my brother he talks about my redemption, but instantly sees the wickedness in me. When I first learnt of the miracle child from Hayley he want me to redeem myself I've tried every effort in doing so but my brother even my sister always see the worst in me. The one thing I have learnt is that a good act does not wash out the bad, nor a bad act the good. Each should have its own reward. I am tired of people saying that poor character is the only reason people do wrong things. Actually, circumstances cause people to act a certain way. It's from those circumstances that a person's attitude is affected followed by weakening of character. Not the reverse. If we had no faults of our own, we should not take so much pleasure in noticing those in others and judging their lives as either black or white, good or bad. We all live our lives in shades of grey. In the end, it is our defiance that redeems us. If wolves had a religion – if there was a religion of the wolf – that it is what it would tell us.

I began to make the bedroom a little more presentable for Star as I didn't expect to be moving so quick my temper became the better of me when I was in the same room as my siblings. I didn't want our first night in our new home. Our family home to have the presence of Marcel still lingering wasn't what I wanted. No matter how much I tried to make things perfect it didn't matter this place as it stood right now wasn't home. I grabbed hold of one of the ornaments and there it across the room making it smash into pieces.

"I liked that." I heard Star voice from behind me I turned to face her and she stood there with a small smile. "I know your angry still about Elijah and Rebekah actions Niklaus." She spoke as she began to approach me. "I'm just as mad." She stood in front of me with both of her hands on either side of my face. "You know these dark time passed over. That your current circumstances are part of your redemption story." She began to run her fingers through my hair in a soothing motions. "Through all this Niklaus. The dark times. The times of joy you will always me by your side you need to remember that." Star spoke with sincerity in her voice I knew no matter she would be there for me. That what I need to remember that I'm not in all of this alone that my queen will be by my side no matter what.

"How is Hayley? Did you manage—" I began to say but Star cut me off with a soft sensual kiss. She slowly pulled away.

"We spoke, and I think I'm getting through to her slowly. Niklaus it's just hard for her to trust you with your actions at times." I moved away from her as even my own wife was being judgemental of my actions now. At times it felt like it was myself against the world. Star caught hold of my arm as she did I turned to face her. "But..... In time she will come to learn your actions. Good or bad are for the sake of this family." Now I felt guilt as I thought that Star had been influence by them but somehow this amazing woman in my life. Surpass all the bad that I do that she knows my actions are not to harm others. I'm known as this abomination something so evil that will do anything for his own self gain. How could I have been so fortunate to have this amazing woman brought into my life? I looked at her and moved her hair from her face. As she stood there I could see that everything she spoke was truthful that no matter what she would always be by my side.