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JUNGKOOK POV
I remember everything now.........
I open my eyes and found me on a bed. I get up and ran to her room. She always said never came to my room but I think I'm allow to against it today. I open the door anf my jaw dropped. My pictures everywhere. Bts. She an army.....why she not tell me earlier??? " what are you doing???" I hear a angel voice from my back. I turn and saw her with her eyes widen. A tears felt from her eyes. " you remember all now right!!" She said in loud voice. " you saw all of this!!!" She yell. " YOU. HATE. ME. NOW" She felt kneel and cried. I walk to her and hug her. " don't cried. I 'm not mad at you at all. Trust me " she taje a step back " you have go to Korea back. Go now!!! Don't come back. Forget about me" she cried . I cupped her face " don't cried please" I beg. " now go back. Before it, I want to tell you that I.Like.You" she said and cried. I pat her back " nado. I.Love.You.Too" I answer. Her eyes widened
" really??!" She asked. I nobbed. She look down " but we can't. We are in different world Jungkook. You are Idol while I was a pabo girl that struggled with her life" she cried again. My heart ached seeing her like this. I also afraid about it. I afraid I can' hear her angelic voice again. Her smile. Eyes smile. Feeling she beat me. I hope I can stay. But what about my hyungs?? They must been in a mess now. They need me too but what about y/n??. I carry her and put her under the blanket. " I sleep with you tonight" I said and hug her. I felt her heart beat. Fast as mine. I will miss this warm, this smell, this hug. I lift her chin and kiss her lips. " I stole your first kiss" I said in teasing tone. She widened hereyes "no!! I lost my first kiss on Winter. That time I dive in sea. He save me using CPR" she said. I widen my eyes and kiss her again and again " he only once but I was 5 times" I said. She ruffled my hair " nae" she close her eyes and I think now she fall asleep. I get up slowly and carefully. I dialed Jimin hyung number.

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Jimin: hello
Jk: Hyung!!!
Jm: Jk!!! Are you okay??
Jk: nae. I been cared by an angel
Jm: really*sobbed*
Jk: why are you crying??
Jm: we miss you pabo!! We lost you for a year now
Jk: I know
Jm: I tell other and send me your location now
Jk: I will
Jm: I really want to see the angel that you said earlier
Jk: she really really angel. Trust me
Jm: nae!! We come to you tomorrow get ready
Jk: Okay

I hang up. I take a glance on y/n. I walk to her and kiss her cheek. " bye Jagi~~. I 'm sorry for our first day. We already went apart. I'm sorry*sobbed*.. I really love you not because you saved me or whatever. I love you because you're y/n. I'm sorry" I get up and kiss her lips, nose, forehead, cheek, eyes and hair. I will miss this. I take out my phone and take her pictures. I take out my wallet and take a look at our picture on our first seen a world together with that brat. We are fighting over you alot. But now, I can't fight over you again. I can't get jealous saw him close to you. I can't butt in when you guys talked anymore. I'm sorry y/n.

I went to my room and clean my things up. I keave my favorite t-shirt for her. I always were it before I went to sleep because it was her present when my birthday. I take it and kiss it a lot. I hope she can felt it. I smell it. It still have my smell great!. I put in back. I wrote a letter for her for a last time. I take my luggage and walk out " where are you going??" I turn and saw Baejin rubbed his eyes. I walk to him and hug him. He like y/n in boys. " I loved her hyungs. So much. But I can't stay....I have other hearts to take care too. I'm sorry" I cried. He grab my collar and lift me " you care about others hearts but what about her???!!..... You said you loved her so you need stay with her not like this. She loved you too you know!!" He whisper yell. He punch me untill I fall to ground
" Go away!!! Don't ever came back!!! Leave my sister. She suffer alot because of you!!!! Take back youre fake love that you give her!!!" He punch me again. I get up and catch his hand  " I really love her hyung!!! Not because anything else. Trust me. It not fake love" I cried. He push me out and throw my bag infront of my figure " you don't deserve her. I don't care you love her as wide as a seas or whatever. Just leave!!! If I saw your face again I burn it. I bury it. I will send her away from you bastard!!!" He shout not care about y/n. He close the door. I froze . He true. I don't deserve her. She too perfect from someone like me. I was just a bastard that care about other people not his love heart. I break it now. I should go....
I grab my luggage and walk. I turn and look at window with a light on. I really love you. I not lie to you but I...... I sobbed badly. I will miss everything about you. I loved you. It true really....I'm sorry y/n

I walk to hotel and booked in. Bye my love y/n......