illegal Love ( A Deputy Jordan Parrish Fan fic)

//Chapter 11\\

Octavia's Pov

Lately when I've been by myself all I think about is Parrish.. I try not to think abut him but I look through the pictures of us in my camera roll and it brings back all of the good memories that Parrish and I had and I miss him even more. Lydia and Allison have been trying their best to make sure that I'm having a good time by making me go shopping and doing girly things with them. I mean don't get me wrong I love the effort that they're putting in but at the same time I honestly just wanna be alone in my room and just stare at the walls.. 

Even at school I've been zoning out and not paying attention because all I can focus on is Parrish.. My mom and Scott have both been really worried about me but they are the ones who forced me and Parrish to break up in the first place so this reaction is me simply feeling sad.

On the weekends I barely leave my room unless Allison and Lydia are here and they try to get me out. "Octavia honey come eat your breakfast!!" I heard my mother yelling from the bottom of the stairs but I wasn't in the mood to eat so I just stayed in my warm bed and starred at the ceiling.

"Octavia now!" Once again my mom yelling trying to get me to go downstairs and eat but I'm still in the same mood as before. I decided to turn my tv on I went to Netflix and I selected The Vampire Diaries. I was on season 2 because I'm rewatching the show for the millionth time.

As I was halfway through episode eight there was a knock on my door. "Whoever it is go away."

Melissa's Pov

Scott and I decided that we really messed up with keeping Octavia away from Parrish and making them break up. Scott called Parrish over to see if he can make Octavia feel better and start eating again since she really hasn't been eating much since the break up.

There was a knock at the front door I told Scott that I would get it since he was in the middle of eating his breakfast. "Parrish come in" I stepped aside and Parrish walked in he had his deputy uniform on.

"Parrish I just wanted to apologize. See Scott and I thought that Octavia would be better off without you in her life but that's the opposite of what's happening."

"How has she been?"

"Not good Parrish. I'm afraid we made a big mistake. Octavia hasn't been eating, she barely comes out of her room anymore, the school counselor calls me pretty much everyday because Octavia has been seeing her a lot. I'm officially worried about Octavia.."

"Let me go up there and see if she will open her door."

"Anything that will try to get my sweet daughter back Parrish do it. I have to go to work but your welcome to stay here Parrish."

"Thanks Melissa, I have to work but not for a little bit."

"Okay good thank you so much Parrish"

I grabbed my purse and dinner that Scott made me and walked out the front door.

Parrish's Pov

After Melissa left I started walking to the stairs. As I walked upstairs and got closer to Octavia's room I could hear soft sniffles coming from inside. Then I heard Octavia's tv, she was watching The Vampire Diaries because I heard Damon's voice.

I placed my hand on the doorknob but it was locked. I put my fist on her door and knocked. "Octavia? It's Parrish"

Octavia's Pov

I keep hearing knocks on my door and it was starting to annoy me. "Go away Scott.."

"Octavia it's not Scott" I heard a very familiar males voice that wasn't Scott's or my dad's since he hasn't been here. It was Parrish's voice, but why would he be here? I have to be dreaming right? I pinched my arm and I heard Parrish a second time.