Guilt

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The only thing that keeps her from killing herself

Guilt

That courses through her veins when she lies

"I'm okay."

The feeling that weighs her down when she makes
the smallest
mistake

She weaves a tapestry of words to describe her pain

She acts so strong

"Role model."

Can't you see her tears?

"Innocent."

If innocence is
drinking
pill popping
blades
flirting
she's innocent.

"Happy."

She's only when she's doing one of those four things

And even the sadness lingers
Stirring smoke coils inside

Killing her mind and then

She wishes her life could be done again

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