Already Gone - Kjmila

Listen Before I Go

"What the hell do you think you're doing?"

"Packing, what does it look like I'm doing?" Cami took multiple steps into the trailer not before locking it. "Why? Why are you packing? Where are you going in such a hurry?" KJ moved further into the trailer to retrieve his photos that were hanging on the mirror. "I always loved that picture. Reminds me of the good ol' days." Smiled Camila as she peeked over his shoulder. This was a little too close for KJ to even think about anything so he moved as fast as he could without touching her because he's not about to have any discussion right now, he refuse to be broken even more.

"Can you please speak to me? What did I do wrong?" as she sat on his bed next to his duffle bag. With a sigh he sat on the opposite side of the bag wondering what on earth he can say to her. Why did she have to come now, why couldn't she wait til he said goodbye to everyone else. It's been a while since they sat and conversed and he really didn't want to do this right now. He raised his head to look at her "What do you want Camila?" for a minute she look disappointed, maybe it's because he used her full name. "Why are you leaving?"

"I'm going to spend some time with my family before I go on tour, probably write some music in my spare time." With pressed lips she looked forward. "What happened to us? Aren't we supposed to be best friends?"
"We haven't been best friends in a long time." He added, "I am here for you, I told you that, we were best friends, Charles is your best friend, boyfriend and fiancé now. I can't compete with that Cami." Camila got up and began pacing, unsure of how KJ knew that Charles proposed to her. They're close friends of course he probably went by him before proposing. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you. I ju-just didn't know how to. We stopped talking, only when we have to and I don't know why I couldn't, I have no excuse."
He got up and placed his hands on both her shoulders and told her to stop, stop pacing, stop rambling non sense because she didn't have any reason to be sorry. The mistake he made though was looking into those earthy hues. The eyes always talked when words can't be spoken and what his eyes said was that he was about to cry, and at that moment he didn't want to stop the tears anymore. He had been strong for so long and now he just wants her there to stay there with him.

"What's wrong? Why are you crying? K-kage please?"
"I-i ... can't talk right now I need to pack" he pulled away and began placing everything, even unnecessary things in his luggage. She kept on trying to pull him back, needing him to say something, anything that can stop the hurt she was feeling. The constant nagging was sending him insane, no matter how much he enjoys her being in the same area as him; he just needs quiet because he couldn't act like everything is okay anymore. This was until she grabbed his elbow wanting him to tell her what was going on. As he turned around seeing her with tears he grabbed her cheeks with both of his big hands, looking at her deeply not breaking eye contact. She became timid with this action as she tried avoiding his eyes until he said the words none of them was expecting.

"I love you Camila, not a day went by where I never thought about you."