HARD { CORBYN BESSON WDW } [ EV ]

CHAPTER 06

MARI :
  
     " So , what do you want to tell me ? " . I asked sitting across him he raised his head up and looked at me smiling , and his eyes were shining .
    
     " Mari , I - .. I'm happy you came , I missed you " . he stood up to hug me but I ignored him and looked around me , I looked back at him with a serious face .
    
     " It's Maria for strangers " . I said looking down then looked around me , he sat down and looked down .
    
     " Don't say that , I'm here to explain myself , I know it all happened at once , but I had no choice , Alice suddenly wanted to change town and it was hard for me to leave everything , to leave you " . he insisted on " you " and I looked at him .
    
     " Now you're calling her Alice ? , She looked after you and raised you from since you were a little baby and hold you onto her home and considered you as her own child , and now you call her by her name ? , Like you suddenly forgot her favour ? You're with no heart , Noah " . I said a bit angry and he looked up at me .. angry ? , His eyes was carrying hate , pain , anger ?
    
     " She was the main reason of our break up , she let us fall in love and then she separated us , she broke my - .. " . I cutted him off to defend her .
    
     " She is your mum , how dare you- ..." . He get up slapping the table angrily , he was .. crying ? , His eyes were red and carrying hate .
    
     " Stop fucking cutting me off ! , Let me talk ! " . He yelled at me , I looked up and everyone in the coffee shop was staring at us , I turned back to him and tried to calm him .
    
     " Okay , just sit down , Noah . Everyone is looking at us " . I half whispered looking right in his eyes .
    
     " I don't give a fuck about them ! You should listen to me ! It wasn't my fault ! I didn't want to leave you , Mari " . he yelled again and I get up  , I put the price of the coffee he took in the table and grab him by his arm and took him out of the coffee shop .
    
I took him to the place we used to go when we get mad , like a little garden away from the traffic , not far from that coffee shop , we walked to it . I sat him down on the lawn  and sat beside him . He puts his head on his knees and surrounded it by his arms , I looked at him with regression then looked in front of me .

      " I'm sorry " . he said crying , still his head on his knees .
     
      " About what ? " . I said still looking in front of me .
     
      " Everything , from when I left until now , I didn't meant to , I swear ! " . He looked up at me , crying .
     
      " What happened ? " . I had no desire to look at him .
     
      " It's Alice , she didn't want me to be with you , she decided to move from here , I tried to stay but she took everything from me , my credit card , my car , she turned all my money into her account , she left me with no choice , I never wanted to leave you , Mari " . he was still looking at me .
     
      " Why would Alice do that , she loves me , I know that she wouldn't like to break me " . I smiled nervously , and I looked at him .
     
      " She does  . She loves you , but she thought that she's doing the right thing , taking me away from you , she thought that you're gonna be hurt if you stayed with me " .
     
      " What are you saying ? , Why would she think that way ! " . I asked surprised .
     
      " After she knew that I'm having that fucking disease  , she thought that it might effect our relation , but she was wrong , I'm okay , look at me , I'm alive " . I can't believe what he's up to say  ! , He was Sick  ? , This is why he left ? , Why didn't Alice told me then ? , It's not a reason to take him away from me .
     
      " Wha- .. what disease ? " I asked with my eyes full of tears that I held back , but no way , I can't .
     
      " I had a - .. " he stopped when his phone stared to ring . I looked down to see who's it , ALICE ! . I took the phone from his hands and answered the call .
     
      " Alice ! , Can you explain what Noah did just told me ? " .
     
      " Mari ? , That's you ? , I knew he's with you , please , sweetheart , tell me he's okay ? " . She asked worried about him , why is she so worried about him ? What is going on ? .
     
      " He's okay , he's with me don't worry , just , please tell me what is going on with him , what disease is he talking about ? " . I asked looking at him .
     
      " Mari , sweetheart . I'm sorry for what I did , but I know that it was the best solution for both of you " . she told me and stopped for a while and I was looking at him trying to get away from him so he can't take the phone . " I decided to move on when I knew he was sick , his disease was bad for your relationship , if I didn't do what I did he would've done crazy things that makes you run away from him  , I swear , it was the best for both of you , and I didn't told you because I know if I did you wouldn't let me to , I'm so  sorry sweetheart , please forgive me " . she admitted , crying and I couldn't hear her crying , after all .. she has a favour on me , she was there when I had no one else , she was my second family .
     
      " No , don't cry please , the past is past , I always leave it behind and never think about it , if you did that .. I'm sure that it's the right thing , I know you do what makes Noah happy , and that's enough for me , just take care of him , goodbye " . I finished and Hung up , crying , I can't anymore . I gave him his phone back , took a deep breath , breath out , and looked at him again .
     
      " Noah , now it's totally over . Look .. I know what happened exactly now and I forgive you , you and Alice , you two were my home when I had no one else , you are the first people I've known when I get here , and you're my first boyfriend in England . Even though being without you was turning my life into a total mess , I had a hard time , but then I found good people who carried me in , they're not just a normal people to me , they're my best friends ever , but now I'm not living here anymore , I moved to live with my boyfriend , Corbyn , and I'm good , I forgot all the bad time after you , and I forgot about you , so you should to , take care , Noah " . I finally breath in , then out .. clear up all my tears , I hugged him tightly then looked up at him and kissed his cheek , and I left him standing there fixing the emptiness , the tears falling down his cheeks .

    I took my way back home , I couldn't stop crying , I shouldn't judged him without knowing anything , after all he was sick , and Alice did the best so the two of us can't get hurt more than that , it would've been worse if we stayed together with his sickness , but thanks god , Alice is a good person , and the best mom I've known yet and she did the best for both me and him , what it's not for you it only tires you .
   
    I was home over 19:30 pm , I found Corbyn playing on video games , the fact that he loves video games made me smile , he's only getting cuter  . I entered and put the keys in their place and went upstairs heading to my bedroom .
   
    " Honey , you're finally here ! " . I heard Corbyn calling .
   
    " Yeah , I'm tired we talk tomorrow " . I said entering my room not bothering myself to go and talk to him , I've had enough today .
   
    I layed down on my bed and closed my eyes putting my hands on it , it was a long day , I'm so tired . I heard the knok on my door , I breath out .
   
    " Get in " .