I stare at the text, wondering if he is still drunk or really means it. I graze around the room, keeping my eyes moving so I can’t cry in front of El.
“Hey this is Meia, are you serious?” I reply getting very a very uneasy feeling in my stomach.
“Yes I am Meia. That girl changed my life.” he replied. I run to the bathroom and start crying.
“Oh my god! How do I tell El this.” I think. Its just a matter of seconds the tears come down and El walks in.
“Whats the matter?” she said walking in the room. I look at her and with no thinking wipe my tears.
“Oh its nothing. I hit my bruises on my phone?” I said having no idea what I just said. She gives me the weirdest look.
“Oh from Tim.” she said walking out.
“Hey El wanna go get some ice cream from Starbucks?” I suggested to get out of this house.
“Yeah sure. And everyone is out shopping, I forgot to let you know.” she said looking for her phone.
“Where’s my phone?” she asked. I start panicking and shove it into my bag.
“Oh I have no clue. You won’t need to bring it with us anyways.” I said feeling my face start turning red. She gives me a suspicious look and starts looking for some clothes.
“Do you mind if I wear some of yours. Louis bought most of mine.” she said starting to sniffle a bit.
“Yeah sure.” I said turning on the straightener. I go and grab us an outfit http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=59851182.
“Thanks.” she said finally showing me some emotion. I just sit there staring at the wall. She taps me.
“Oh yeah we got to get going.” I said walking outside.
“Your driving.” I said and got into the passenger side.
It was a very silent ride there. On thing that made noise was the sound of my phone going off.
“Did he really mean that?” I questioned him.
“I think so.” he said. I let out a huge sigh.
“Oh sorry.” I said hoping she wasn’t gonna ask anything. She just nods her head and focuses really hard on the road.
“How much did you bring?” I ask. She looks at me and points to her wallet. I ding inside and find £100 euros.
“Please to talk me El.” I said putting up her purse. Again she just ignores me.
Finally arriving we hope out into a swarm of screaming girls. Eleanor pushes through the crowd leaving me behind.
“Wait up!” I said almost falling. I run into Tim.
“Hey sweetheart?” he said hugging me. I try to fight him off of me.
“Hug me you little brat.” he said demandingly. I hug him and walk off. I hear him chuckling in the distance and then mumble a few words.
“She is clueless.” he said faintly. I just keep walking trying to find Eleanor. I get closer to the booth and hear crying. I look to my side and see El looking a hot mess.
“Aww babe, whats wrong.” I said getting a bit embarrassed.
“I miss him!” she shouts with draws attention. With the only sound of cameras flashing everyone stares at us. I ignore them and focus on helping her to her feet.
“I get the coffee you go to the car ok?” I said and escorted her to the car. She sits in the drivers seat bawling her eyes out.
I wait in line for about 3 minutes because everyone let me pass for no particular reason. If it was me I would do the complete opposite.
“2 French Vanilla coffees.” I said getting impatient. It takes her about 3 minutes to make them.
“Thank you.” I said walking off not getting my change.
“Sorry.” I said getting into the car. I hand her the coffee and take a good look at her face. The puffy eyes, eyeliner and mascara all over her face.
“Its okay El.” I said starting to cry, wishing she knew that they are broken up.
“Lets get home and cry.” I said and she takes off.
“El slow down!” I say getting a bit scared.
“Sorry.” she said slowing down.
“Its okay.” I whisper. It only takes us a few seconds to get to the house and when she parks she runs into the house. I walk steadily behind her.
“Oh god.” I mumble. I look and see Louis is here. I walk in and see Eleanor running up stairs crying to hard she falls. I walk up and see tear drops on each step.
“Its okay. Stay strong girl.” I said. Thankfully Alexis and Hazza are here to so Alexis comes up the stairs to meet us.
“Goodness gracious whats wrong!” she said. I look at her and whisper what all is going on. She looks at Louis and flips him off.
“Your worthless Louis.” she said leaving him confused. Harry shrugs his shoulders.
“Its okay, you guys will date again soon.” she said quickly trying to recover from what she said.
“What? We’re still together?” she said. Alexis, who is a terrible liar, tries to lie to her that she didn’t mean that.
“So me and Louis aren’t dating?!” she said. I look at Alexis and then back at Eleanor.
“Yes.” I whispered. She looks at me astonished and darts up the stairs.
Alexis and I split up and look for her.
“Where the heck is she!” said Alexis frustrated. Its been almost 10 minutes and we haven’t found her.
“Wait! I haven’t checked the bathroom.” said Alexis looking and feeling dumb.
“Lordy.” I said walking away laughing. I continue my look for her and find her in Louis’ bathroom, in which I already checked twice. Sprawled out on the floor beating it. I look at her and my heart starts racing.
“Eleanor Calder!” I said trying to tame her pounding arm.
“GET AWAY!” she yells. I don’t budge.
“Alexis!” I yell helplessly.
“What!?” she says walking in.
“Get me some drowsy stuff to calm her down!” I said trying to fight off the force of her. To be such a small girl she is very powerful.
She opens up the bathroom cabinet. Once she does pills start pouring out.
“Lord have mercy.” said Alexis. Looking at doctors prescribed pills.
“Suicide..” Alexis and I whispered simultaneously.
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Same Mistakes
FanfictionIf moving to London meant loosing everything would you go? What if you had no choice. Meeting your idols and falling in love, hard. Making the hardest decision of your life. And forgiving them because you simply still want them in your life.
