Same Mistakes

Chapter 20

Tears start forming in my eye which starts to sting so I blink and they fall on the floor. I look over at Alexis who is having a panic attack. And then there is Eleanor. Lying on the floor pounding on it. 

“What in the world!?” said Harry. We all turn up and look at him. 

“Oh.. This.. Its nothing.” said Alexis brushing her self off. Harry gives her an eye. 

“We were just.... cleaning up the bathroom together.” said Eleanor looking as if she’d didn’t cry. Harry, standing there with a blank expression, shakes his head and walks off.

“What the heck!” I said screaming in a whisper voice. Eleanor looks at the ground. 

“Im sorry. The pain. It hurt so bad. I love him with all my heart.” she said. Alexis looks at us weird.

“That doesn’t mean you go on a suicide mission El!” said Alexis picking up the pills. 

“Im sorry.” she said faintly. We drag her out and grab her some clothes. 

“Here throw these on.” I said walking down stairs. Alexis follows. 

“Louis!” we both scream. He jumps up.

“You almost killed her! What the fuck was you thinking!” Alexis yelled at him. Louis stood up and then fell on the couch. 

“Woah! Alexis, calm down!” I say franticly. She got up in his face and slapped him. 

“Holy crap! What exactly is happening! Who killed who?” said Harry grabbing Alexis. 

“Louis and Eleanor broke up.” I exclaim. Harry’s facial expression changed immediately.

“Lad, you said you loved her! You would never leave her!” he said angrily. A fight was about to break out. A big one too. 

“I did! She was..” he said quietly. “ She was always getting jealous and I didn’t love her anymore.” he said grabbing his things and walking out the door. Harry runs down the street and Alexis chases after him. 

“You guys!” I yelled out the front door. Alexis looked back at me and then kept on running. Instead of chasing them I went upstairs to check on El.

“Hey how are you feeling?” I said grabbing some water. She looks at me and smiles.

“Im fine thanks.” she said sipping on it. I take notice that she is already groggy feeling with black bags under her eyes. 

“Did you take any pills before we noticed you was on the ground?” I said staring her dead straight into the eye. She glances away hoping I would too.

“El answer me.” I said getting impatient. I continue to hold my stare until she speaks.

“Yes. About 5.” she said starting to get red in the face. I release my stare on her and fix my eyes at the ground. 

“Why El? Their are so many that love you.” I said croakily. She looks at me and lets a few tears come out. 

“I heard what Lou said about me down there. He said it so loud China could probably hear him!” she said shaking. I look at her and pull her in close.

“Its gonna be okay. He’s just confused.” I say softly. 

“No he isn’t. He is completely right about me.” she said. 

“No he’s not. He loves you El.” I said. Honestly I hope he does still love her somewhat so it wasn’t a complete lie. He made it pretty clear down there he didn’t. 

“Lets go make something to eat ok?” I said grabbing her. She quickly gets up and walks with me to the kitchen. 

I help her down there because she is shaking really bad. 

“You okay?” I question. 

“Yeah Im fine, just a bit wobbly.” she said laughing. 

“She’s a nut.” I think to myself. I look at her trying to keep balance. 

“We’re home!” shouts Danielle. I let go or Eleanor and run and hug them all saving Niall for the last and longest hug.

“I have missed you so much!” I say jumping on his back. He starts to get red and pulls me into his comforting arms.

“I love you so much.” he said still hugging me. 

“I really needed that. Its been a stressful day.” I say snuggling into his chest. He squeezes me which makes me let out a moan. 

“Oh yeah I forgot, I love you too.” I said smiling. He releases me and kisses my forehead.

“Where is Alexis and Louis?” asked Zayn. I quickly ran out the door not bothering to look back. 

“Louis?” I call out panting. “Harry! Alexis?!”

After a few minutes I here foot steps from behind me. 

“Oh my god!” I yell kicking and screaming, still trying to catch my breath. 

“Calm down its just me!” says Danielle panting herself. I punch her in the stomach. She lets out a oomph oh air. 

“I hate you.” I say and walk off. 

“Meia!” shouts someone from a distance. I turn around clamping onto Danielle’s arm.

She darts off into the night following the sound of the person.  

Its Harry.

“Harry you made it seem like someone had you!” I shout paranoid. He sighs and takes Alexis by the arm. 

“Louis ran around the corner somewhere?” said Alexis shaking. It was probably around 5˚F, something like that. Lets just say it was freezing and my clothes weren’t properly equipped for this weather. 

“Lets get back home, El is probably freaked!” says Dani running back to the house.

“Well she’s with Niall so she’s pretty safe.” I mumble under my breath. Alexis looks back at me and grins. 

By the time we make it back to the house Eleanor is already sleep with Niall beside her sound asleep also. 

“Dang.” said Harry. I walk into the kitchen sopping with water. It was short but very heavy downpour. 

“Go dry yourself!” said Liam yelling at me. I stick my tongue out at him and continue what I am doing.

“No Liam, Im starving!” I complain. 

“Well you will be the one drying the floor off.” he said snappily. 

“Ok.” I say getting annoyed. I put some steak into the microwave and pour myself some juice. Walking into the bathroom I find myself slipping on some water.

“DANG IT!” I shout. I fell head first and landed on my elbow. I look into the mirror and see its getting red and really fat. 

“Not again.” I mumble. Hunger takes over so I ignore my elbow and go eat my left over steak. 

I ate alone because everyone was out asleep or somewhere with Eleanor. I ate quickly and went to go take a shower and change into http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=60464846. 

“Hey babe, you finally came.” said Niall half asleep but excited.

“Hey.” I say softly. He kisses my neck and lips. 

“Sorry, but I have to get some sleep, its been a long day.” he said sadly. 

“It has.” I say turning over. “Where is Louis?” he questioned. I jumped up quickly. 

“We didn’t find him.” I tell him starting to shake.