The Abused Sister (COMPLETED)

Chapter 6

Dawn's pov.

Walking upstairs I run into Tyler on the stairs wondering if everything was okay. His eyes are red and puffy and I could tell he has been crying. He and I are very close to each other now and I hate seeing him so upset. Hopefully I could cheer him up from whatever was bothering him.

"Hey are you okay?" I asked going in for a hug but he backs away not understanding what was going on right now. He nods and walks away going into his room slamming the door behind him without looking at me or saying a word. I don't understand. Did I do something wrong?

Walking to Eric's bedroom door to see it closed, I could hear him and James laughing together on the other side. Deciding not to disturb them I don't knock but instead I walk away. He is having fun and I don't want to burden him right now. After all I always bombard him with my problems. I could only imagine what he must be feeling with the secrets I force him to keep. I feel like an awful friend now for dragging him into my problems without thinking about his feelings.

Walking into the basement I head to the dance studio and lock the door behind me not wanting to be disturbed right now. Tears fall from my eyes as I grab my violin thinking of the only thing to calm me down. Playing my violin calms me down when my anxiety starts to act up and I really need it right now.

Once I finish playing more tears fall unable to stop them from falling as all the built up sadness comes out. I put away my violin and sit on the floor for hours as tears keep falling from my eyes. Nobody would care if I went missing. I'm just a waste of space and a burden to everyone anyways.

Looking at the floor as I sit there I here the lock on the door being messed with knowing it was the guys. All the guys come in and stare at me refusing to look up at them right now. Of course they would be worried about me because they love me. Don't they or am I just a burden to them?

"Hey Dawn are yo-" Alex ask as I cut him off putting my hand up signaling for him to stop talking right now.

Getting up I walk past them all without saying a single word to any of them. Suddenly I feel a tug on my arm as Eric grabs my wrist but I pull away harshly not wanting to be touched. I could tell all of them are hurt and upset but I need my space. I did not want be bothered right now. Talking would only cause my anxiety to act up again. I just now got it to where I was calming down and then they ran into the room.

Going to my room as I lock my door behind me not wanting to be followed because what I am about to do would hurt the guys even more than they are right now and I already feel horrible. Running into my bathroom with tears pouring out of my eyes as I grab my razors and start cutting my arms and then my thighs not being able to control my actions at this point and giving up. The room looks dizzy and I fall to the floor as darkness takes over. Not caring about anything right now my arms and thighs bleed from the cuts onto the floor underneath me.

Eric's pov.

She pulled away from me and I will admit that it hurt me a lot. The only time she has done that was when she was suicidal. My eyes grow wide as all the guys look at me catching on to what Dawn was about to do. This is not going to end up good if I don't stop her now.

"Whats wrong!" James asked worried standing in front of me as my face is pale and my eyes widen.

"The only time she pulls away from me is when she is suicidal!!" I yell at them all hoping that they get my hint in time.