Let It Out, Babe

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Guys, this is my first attempt on writing to public... Please do support me and ignoring my grammar mistakes as I'm the one of people that still learning! Just everything here, maybe cliche but just accept it. I do want to continue writing and also need support and criticisms. Do help me to improve and I will make a big!!!

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I watch around my class looking each one of my classmates. They were busy finding their own partner for the next project. They vigorously discussing to one another and chuckling as they succeeded on finding a partner. I keep on sighing repeatedly because I don't have any friends in this class. And I wonder if they want me as their own partner.

The hot girls, the hot boys, the nerd one and the not-so-normal one have their own partners without even think to find one. Why they so lucky?

I turn to look at Mrs.Samantha. She keeps writing down students' name that already have partners. Her desks full of students and I still sitting on my sit feeling anxious. I bit my bottom lips and stomping my feets silently.

After everyone has sends their partners' name, Mrs.Samantha has dismissed the class and starts to pack her things. I furrowed my eyebrows looking weird as she is not calling my names. Does she forgetting me as her students? I ran down to her before she could left the class.

"Pardon me, Mrs.Samantha." I tap her shoulder to get her attention. She looks up me and quirk a small smile as she nodded. "Ouh, yes Ms.Isaac. Can I help you?"

"Uum.. I don't have a partner yet. But, you do not mention about it," I tilted my head and gives a 'weird' smile to her. Hopefully she doesn't get angry to me for being nosy and waste her time.

"You have a partner as I know," she said looking at her reports list. I widened my eyes as I never go to her sending my names. I ask about who was picking me as their partners and her answer surprises me at a first place. It can't be true..

Mrs.Samantha ask to dismiss and left me alone being numb and confused. I stayed there for a few moment and wakes up from reality. It's been 5 minutes that I stood stiffly. I look at my watch and my eyes widened for a second time. I have a class!

In class, my mind was not fully paying attention to what today lectures. I keep on wondering and thinking whether this news are true or just I'm a dreamer that dreams for a thing that never will happen. I knock my forehead hard and that makes me wince letting out a bit of groans.

"Is there anything that you want, Ms.Lara Isaac?"

I look up to Dr.Phil shaking my head and apologised for not giving attention to the classes. Some of the students hissing and whispering at me for the distraction that I did. I lower down my head and start spinning my ball pen as I was ashamed being attention for the full classes.

What?! I'm not the one that not paying any attention in this class. Stop looking at me as I'm doing a big crime just a few minutes ago. I know half of us keeps playing or just being like 'I'm here for the attendance but I'm not gonna to pay attention' modes. People always judging others to save themselves. Hypocrites!

2 hours of classes finally ends. All of us straighten up our bodies and clapping our hands as the torture ends too. Don't get me wrong but neither of us likes this history classes. It's boring and Dr.Phil's lectures are too dull and not interesting at all.

As I pack my things into the bag, I can feels someone's presence besides my sit. I look up and see a familiar faces that I never expect to approach me. My body start shivering and my fingers gripped hard the top of my school bag. Ouh God! I'm panic attacks!

He watches at me like searching for something. When he saw my phones on the table, he picks it up and type something on it before handed it to me. His green eyes catches my blue eyes and I feel weaks.

It's the eyes that I'm longing for a long time ago...

He left me and leave me numb wondering what has happened. I look confused for the second time today. Why people keeps hanging me like this? I shook my head and start to move leaving the class.

On my way, the incident keeps running and lingering inside my head until I don't realise that I've been passing far 2 lockers away from my own. I put into the codes unlocking the locker and put my history books inside. I need to move faster as I wish to sleep until the dusk before watching my favourite movies tonight. I need to stay up!