Let It Out, Babe

Lying.

"I'm not going. I'll just go to sleep. Bye," I said to Kelly on the phone to end the calls. She invites me to go to a club tonight partying to let my stress out. I rejects it saying that I'm just gonna sleep. Tonight, just I can't.

I slipped down my white shirt and jeans. I also wore the jeans jacket and my iPhone swatch. Just keep a back up if anything happens to me. I left my phone here so Zach can't detect me wherever I go.

I start to drive away and put on a location in my GPS. It's take 30 minutes to go there and I speeding up. While driving, I sipping a quite hard Espresso so that I'll be waken up for a long time if anything's bad happen.

There's a few cars parked outside a big bungalow. It must be having a party inside since I saw a couples are walking straight into the bungalow with their fancy outfits. My eyes wandered around and stop at the front door of the bungalow looking up at a big tall man wearing a purple shirt tugs in his slack pants. He quirks a grin while recognising my presence.

"There you are. Come, babe," I gives him a death glare as I hate hearing him called me his baby. He grab my waist and force me to smile following all of his words.

The party were fulls of couple wearing good outfits and all I can smell is alcohol everywhere. The sound of musics were loud and there is disco balls on the ceiling of living hall. I don't know anyone in this bungalow. Kevin brought me to the side of kitchen counter and hands me a tequila. I rejected it and he threatened me with his glare.

I'm not letting myself drunk tonight!

I sip a bit of the tequila and glance at people whoring around without on their right minds. Kevin left me alone to talk to his friends, I guess.

A glass of fresh orange was handed to me by someone besides me. I look up and see a friendly smiles approaching me. He looks nice.

"You maybe not want to drunk, so here." He pointing to the glass and ask me to drink it assuring there was not alcohol or drugs inside. I nodded and push aside the tequila.

"That's your boyfriend?"

"Kind of,"

"You look unhappy. Are you in fight?" Okay, now he starts to busybody with my problem. I hate it when people just keep asking questions because I know at the end they just seems uninterested. They left you hanging and makes you feel hurt by trusting them to be there for you after you open to them.

Before I can open my mouth answering him, Kevin took my hands brought me away. We left the party after 15 minutes being there and we drove away with his car leaving off my car here in that bungalow. Ouh, my Audi!

I don't know where he wants to bring me because he was very silent and the awkwardness tense around us. The runaway has no signs to tell me where would we go. I feel anxious and my fingers start fidgeting together while my foot shaking hard.

"We're gonna have fun in other places which just both of us without other people interrupting. You.and.me."

The games started.

I look away outside the windows praying that he will make a plot twist which he is gonna brings me to theme park or cafe to chitchat about random things. I know it's not going to happen. I'm aware of it but I am not really ready to face it.

Ouh, god! Have mercy on me.

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Zach POV

I can't stand like this. It's been 5 days now that we're not being together. I mean, too much together. I miss her and my body can't seem to stand any longer away from her body. Yeah, I've been avoiding as much as I can. But, it's all have reasons.

I want her to be open to me. Keeping her minds really frustrate me because I should know what she's been thinking about me. I need feedbacks. Response. Compliments. Even criticism. I don't care whether she likes or doesn't like a part of me. I just want her to tell me everything, so I can improve myself for her. Yet, all I heard just 'it's okay', 'you're good', 'nah! I don't mind'.

I hate that fucking shit, now!

I rode to her house now even the clocks showed 1 in the morning. I don't want to call because I'm desperate wanting her loves wrapping me tightly.

When I arrived infront of her house, there's no signs of her car. I look confused as she said she would be just sleeping tonight resting her tired mind. I called her and all I get was a voicemails. She never care to pick up my calls when she's sleeping. Ugh!

But, if she's sleeping, why there is no signs of her car parked outside here? I take a moment of silence and then decide to knock her house checking out her. The door open after my 4 times knocking out.

"Zach?" Liam approaches me instead of her.

"Is Lara inside? I don't see her car outside and she doesn't pick up my call instead," I scratched my tip of head looking confused.

"I thought she is with you? Because she said she will not be home for two days,"

My eyes becomes dark and I look at Liam shocked hearing him says that. I ran off and climbed over to her room. Liam shouts my name and of course, I ignored it. Her room was dark and her precious bed was neatly untouched. I called her again but it's shocking me as the ringing sound loudly inside this room. I searched away and found it laying on the side of her vanity.

She left her phone?

I can't thinking straight and just walk down leaving her house riding away to go to the club. I need to see Kelly asking Lara's whereabouts. She must knowing something.