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twelve

[6:35 am]

park sooyoung: KIM YERIM, WAKE UP!

park sooyoung: manager will be pissed off again. we have to record our new song today!

kim yerim: i'm up!

park sooyoung: get your ass ready.

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[7:45 pm]

jeon jungkook: heeey

kim yerim: what?

jeon jungkook: are u mad?

kim yerim: no. i'm just tired.

jeon jungkook: yeah, i heard.

kim yerim: how?

jeon jungkook: hmm, joohyun noona and taehyung hyung is kinda close. she told him and he told me.

kim yerim: what a suprise. i have something to blackmail her now.

jeon jungkook: lol

jeon jungkook: so, what exactly happened?

kim yerim: i messed up at our recording. i had to record for almost one and half hour. manager's pissed off, same with our vocal coach and producer.

kim yerim: i am trying to be in my best state but i think i can't be. especially with those bad articles. sometimes, i brush it off but sometimes, i can't. i really want to prove those haters they are wrong but how can i do that when i can't even improve?

kim yerim: i wish i was like you.

jeon jungkook: you wish you were like me?

jeon jungkook: okay, first of all, you are great just the way you are. do you know why they send hate? because they can see the potential in you. they are insecure. more reason why you should only focus on yourself. i will always be here cheering for you.

jeon jungkook: and don't compare yourself to me. :)

kim yerim: why shouldn't i? like, when i search jungkook on net, all praises are posted up. jungkook's visual, jungkook's vocal, jungkook's dance moves, jungkook's rap, jungkook this, jungkook that. you do the best at everything effortlessly.

jeon jungkook: i wish sometimes, i am not me. i mean, i am thankful for all the talents given to me. but sometimes, it's so much pressure. do you get me? i am afraid that i can't live up to their expectation.

jeon jungkook: i wish i could be a normal teenager.

kim yerim: tbh, same. i spent too much of my teen life training, i forgot how a normal teenager even do her daily routine. i want to force myself to get up for school. meeting my friends there and gossip about people. after that, we can eat at an ice cream parlor or go to ktv. go home late and my parents will scold me. i have to stay late to do my homework then repeat everything again.

jeon jungkook: did you regret being who you are now?

kim yerim: nope, i met my unnies and my other friends. i also met you. so no, i didn't regret it because in the end, it fell into place.

jeon jungkook: agreed. let's meet.

kim yerim: coffee house?

jeon jungkook: yep. will be there in 5 mins.

kim yerim: see you. :)