Together Forever?

Confusion

~Camerons POV~

I walking up feeling the presence of someone next to me. At first I think its Julia. When I look at here, she has brown hair. Shit who did I sleep with last night. Dam shes hot. I get up slowly and put on my clothes.  I write a quick note saying, Merci pour la nuit dernière. C'était amusant. Désolé, je devais partir. D'urgence en famille (Thanks for last night. It was fun. Sorry I had to leave. Emergency with family). I quickly slip out of the hotel room and get a cab back to my uncles house. 

When I arrive to my uncles, I think of what I'm going to say to him.

As soon as I walk in he questions me, "Where were you last night? What did you do? Did you go to a party?"

 Good god hes like my mom. 

"All I did was walk around and think."

"Oh really now?"

"Yes, why would I lie to you?"

"I don't know maybe because I haven't been there that much for you."

"True but still"

"Alright fine. Ill stop questioning you, for today."

"Well I'm going to go sleep"

"Ok. We need to talk eventually."

I then walk past him and head up stairs to my room. I lay in my bed trying to put pieces of last night together. I cant seem to figure out what happened. Eventually I fall asleep. 

~Julias POV~ 

When I wake up in the morning my room is filled with people. My mom, my sister, and my friends.

I question, "What time is it? Whats happening? Why are you all here? Can I not wake up in peace? Im still tired from the trip. And I'm still on European time."

My mom is the first to speak, "hunny is 9 in the morning. Were all here to find out what happened with Cameron. Sorry to bombard you."

Shit what am I going to tell them? Come on think Julia. 

"Well umm when we were in Paris he told me the truth about what his plans were for his future. He worked really hard his junior year graduated early and got accepted to Oxford. So he told me he was going to stay in France with his uncle for the rest of the summer and then go to England for college. So I left France alone and without a boyfriend. So ya that's about it." 

I told them the truth, just not the whole truth. I'm not going to announce to everyone I love that I'm not a Virgin. That would be awkward. 

Everyone just gives me this look. like there sorry for me and they don't know what to do. All they do is give me hugs and say "I'm here for you." This is one of the things I hate most. I ask everyone go, but of course some of my really good friends stay. Jenna, Katie, and Abbey. They change the subject from Cameron and Europe to what they did over the summer. We talk and laugh and eat Ice cream, It felt good not to be alone. 

My phone then buzz's and I look down to see Cameron is calling. My friends tell me to answer and put it on speaker. I think, Ah what the hell? Might as well.

"Cameron, what the hell do you want?"

"I can see your angry."

"Hmmm I wonder why." 

"Julia please listen to me."

"Well Im on the phone aren't I?"

"Right well. I never meant to leave you like that--"

"Of course you were you must have had it planned out the whole trip. Do you not have any idea how much you hurt me? How much pain you caused me? The fact you lost all of my trust. You ripped my heart out. Its going to be hard for me to trust people again. I may never want to sleep with a guy again. All because you you."

I then hear crying on the other end of the phone then the line is dead. What just happened?

~Camerons POV~

She hates me. I didn't realize I could hurt someone that much. I'm so stupid. Fucking A I miss her so much. Her blond hair, her green eyes, her laugh, her smile oh her smile, her strength, how much life she had in her, and mostly I miss how happy she made me. I gave up all of that for a stupid college. Clearly I didn't think through very much. This pain and regret will be the death of me. God I'm such a girl.

~Julias POV~

Katie, Jenna, and Abbey all look at me with confusion. 

Jenna is the first to speak, "Wait you had sex with him?"

I stay silent. 

Katie says, "So we should take that as a yes"

I then start crying again. They all hug me. I cant help but think about how perfect that night was. I think about what I miss about him. His smile, his blue eyes, his brown hair, how he accepted me, and how he loved me. Once I stop crying i say, "I don't want to talk about it."

Jenna says, "That's fine hun. Don't worry about it."

I smile and say, "What shall we do today?"

Abbey says, "shopping?"

 "Yes Lets do it, but first I should probably change out of my PJs"

They all laugh. I get up and pick something to wear. In half an hour we leave my house to go to the Outlets. 

*4 Hours later*

In four hours I have manged to spend at least $200. We went to Rue 21, American Eagle, Areopastal, Zumiez, Bath and Body Works, Pacsun, and Famous Footwear. Just as we are leaving the outlets I get a text. Its from Ross. 

*Hey beautiful. Hows your day going?*

*Oh hey! my day is great! Just shopping with friends. Hbu?*

Abbey sees the texts and asks, "Who are you talking to?"

"Just a guy named Ross"

"Just Ross or your boyfriend Ross?"

"Were just friends."

"Ya sure whatever."

I roll my eyes and we get into Jenna's car to head back to my house. We stop by a Red Box to rent a couple of movies, Oculus and Blended. Then we get back to my house to have the best sleepover ever. 

~Camerons POV~

This sucks not having any friends to help keep my mind off of Julia. I mean I could go to another club. Ya Ill do that. Looks like Clubs are my life until college. My uncle wont be very happy once he finds out, but its what ever. This is my life now.

~Julias POV~

I couldn't ask for better friends. This is such an amazing sleepover. I couldn't ask for more. I love my life. I don't need him to be happy. Looks like my life now is Ross and my friends, I couldn't ask for more. 

 Hey to my readers sorry I havent updated in a while, life got busy. Anyways Im sorry its so sad. If you like the chapter please vote or comment your ideas! Thank you for reading