Together Forever?

Break up?

Hey sorry for being so nonactive these past two months! My life is crazy busy! I have work and school and I'm part of two clubs. Lets see here I had an amazing Halloween with some friends, we stayed up all night just hanging out and having fun then the next day we went to Fright Fest! Best time ever! Happy thanksgiving! My thanksgiving day was ok, I got to spend time with the family and then worked. In December I got a tattoo on my foot. Merry Christmas! On Christmas i spent time with the family. I got my class ring, leggings, socks, nail polish, gift cards, and jewelry for Christmas! Happy New Year! News years eve was and interesting day, but I had fun ringing in the new year! I just making mistakes, making memories, and loving life! I hope everything is going well for my few readers! Anyways I hope you enjoy!

~Julias POV~ 

Ross, "You don't take a break, its a break up. Why do you want to do this? You know I care about you. I'm moving out here for gods sake!" 

"Look I know you care about me. And no I'm not breaking up with you, I need space to breath and think. I've changed a lot ever sense I started dating you. I'm drinking more and my grades are going down. I cant remember what happened last night and that worries me. I just cant be in this relationship right now." 

"This is such bullshit. Julia I think I love you, you cant leave me now. I'm sorry I can change and be better for you. I--"

"I'm sorry"

I then open the door of the car and run inside, I hear Ross calling for me in the distance. As soon as I get to my room I'm in tears, I collapse on the floor. Memories from Cameron come rushing back. Then they get jumbled with memories of me and Ross. I lay on the floor crying for an hour or so. I hear my phone vibrating. I get up and see my mom calling. I calm myself down enough to answer the call. 

"Hey sweetie."

"Hi mom"

"So i just wanted to let you know that I cant make it home tonight. I put some money on you debit card so you and your sis can order something to eat."

"Ok thank you. See you tomorrow night."

"Love you"

"Love you too. bye"

I then notice that I have like 5 billion texts from Ross. I skim through them quickly. Most of them say please call we need to talk. I don't know what to say to him. I delete the texts. After I delete the messages I go to my home screen. The background is of me and Ross, I sit and stare at it for a little. Remembering that day as if it was yesterday. 

It was a Friday, me and Ross had been dating for about 4 weeks. He had this huge plan for us and wouldn't tell me anything. All I knew was I had to have a bag packed. He had picked me up from school. We stopped by my house so i could drop off my school bag and grabbed my bag for the weekend. We then started to head towards Denver I kept asking him what we were going to do in Denver, he did not give in. It turned out that he had rented a hotel room for the weekend. The first night we were there, he got us a bottle of champagne. We drank the whole thing. We spent the night talking and laughing and taking all these pictures. It was perfect. The next morning I scrolled through the countless pictures. My screen saver is a picture he took. We were sitting in the bed just laughing. In the picture I can see pure happiness in both of our faces. 

As I look at it, i start to tear up. I send it to Ross with the caption. *Remember this?* 

He responds right away with *ya of course I do. I took that picture. That was a great night*

I don't respond because I remember that me and my sis need to eat. I go to her room asking what she wants and she tells me pepperoni pizza. I then call Domino's to make the order. They say it will be about an hour. I then remember the pizza man only takes cash. Cameron's truck is sitting in my driveway. I hardly ever drive, I just don't know what to do with it. I grab the keys and try not to think of anything when I get into the truck. I run over to the bank, my mind empty. I realize my mom put $50 on my card. I take off 20 and then run to the store and buy mint chocolate chip ice cream. Shortly after I return home the pizza is delivered.

My sister doesn't want to eat with me, she takes 3 slices and goes to her room. I grab 4, crying makes me tired and hungry, and then go to my room. I relieve its only 6. I decide to watch "The 100" on Netflix. After I'm done eating, I decide to call Ross. 

He picks up on the third ring, "Hello?"

"Hi"

"How are you?"

"I'm ok and you?"

"about the same"

"ya"

"What ya up to?"

"I just ate some pizza and I was watching The 100 on Netflix. How about your self."

"Just sitting and thinking"

"Thinking about what?"

"Just about you... You and me."

"Ya? What about me?"

"Your blond hair, your green eyes, your laugh, your smile, your beauty."

"Come over?"

"Ya of course. Be there in a few."

"Ok bye"

I then remember that he is probably at his place. I hope off my bed and make sure my face doesn't look like total shit. I don't look to bad for someone who has been crying. I fix myself up a little. Then I put away the rest of the pizza. I hear a knock on the door. I open it and hes standing there with roses I smile. I take them and set them down. I hug him. 

As I hug him I whisper, "I'm sorry."

"No don't be, I understand. I'm sorry that I'm not good for you"

I pull from the hug, look in his eyes and say, "Don't say that. You are good for me. We just need to talk and fix a few things. I don't want this to end."

He smiles and says, "Ok, thank you."

I take his hand and pull him up to my room. When we get upstairs I say, "Can we talk tomorrow? Its only 7 and I'm exhausted."

"Ya that's fine."

"Ok great!"

He sits on my bed and I decide to change into my pjs. As I undress he watches me carefully but doesn't move off my bed. 

" What are you staring at?"

"You and your beauty""

I smile. 

"God Julia you are so beautiful."

I smile again. once I'm dressed, I climb on top of him and kiss him. We stay in that moment for 5 minutes or so. I couldn't be any happier. Once we break from our kiss I just lay on top of him and I don't move. 

Eventually he says, "Do you want to watch a movie?"

I look up at him and say, "Yes that would be great."

I climb off him so I could choose a movie. He gets off my bed and strips down to his boxers. I choose "The Croods." We cuddle, and kiss, and laugh. I'm so happy in this very moment. Once the movie is over I turn my computer off and we both drift off to sleep. 

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