14 days [skeppy x bbh]

•day 13

(a/n: hey guys sorry for not updating. ive been not only pretty busy but some crappy stuff is happening to me and it's been making me really unmotivated to update this story, and i'm not sure if i should finish it off. anyways, enjoy.^^)
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(darryl pov)
Forgiveness is a strange concept to wrap my head around. Especially since I'm doing it so fast.
Am I really ready to forgive? I stare awake in bed, looking up at my bedroom ceiling. I can't stop thinking about it. Time is meaningless in my thoughts.
Forgiveness.
I get a notification from my phone, making me flinch. Before I can even read it, I notice the time.
2:30pm.
I had really been in bed for so long?

Skeppy: hey
-badboyhalo has joined the chatroom-

Before I type, I pause, my thumbs dancing along the keyboard on the illuminated screen of my phone. I don't even know what to say. It used to be so easy to talk to Zak. Now it's as if we've just met all over again.

badboyhalo: Hey, what's up?
Skeppy: nothing really lol
Skeppy: how are you doing darryl?
badboyhalo: I'm alright, you?*<*
Skeppy: im ok
Skeppy: i miss you
badboyhalo: But we're talking right now?
Skeppy: lol no i mean in real life
badboyhalo: Oh>_>
Skeppy: i miss hanging out with you
badboyhalo: i miss you too, zak
Skeppy: lmao no you dont
Skeppy: i know its still not 100% between us
Skeppy: so dont lie darrie lol
badboyhalo: I do miss you, but I guess you're right.
Skeppy: yep
Skeppy: do you want to hang out tomorrow?
Skeppy: it would suck if we just never saw eachother ever again after our fight lol
badboyhalo: It would, wouldn't it?
Skeppy: so what do u say?;)

It would be one of the only possibly ways to make things not.. weird between us for god knows how long.
It wouldn't hurt, would it?

badboyhalo: oh my goodness
badboyhalo: i guess that would be okay.
Skeppy: how about that stupid little coffee place we went to last time?
badboyhalo: it's not stupid I liked it!
badboyhalo: but sounds good ^_^
Skeppy: 1:00pm sharp!
Skeppy: or else
badboyhalo: o_O
Skeppy: lololol just kiiidding
badboyhalo: ill see you tomorrow, then.
Skeppy: yup! talk later I love you
-Skeppy has left the chatroom.-
badboyhalo: what
badboyhalo: zak what

The words "I love you" wouldn't stop bouncing around obnoxiously in my head.
The simplest sentence could mean so many things. Did Zak even mean it? That was a thing. Not even meaning I love you.
It hurt thinking about it, but there was the possibility where he didn't mean it.

But I chose to trust in him.
I finally muster the energy to collect myself and finally get out of bed. I look at myself in my mirror, shifting my glasses onto my face, not exactly liking what I see. With my messy, ridiculously tangled hair and baggy sweater loosely hanging off my body, I look like a mess.

But, I can't help but smile. I smile at the thought of Zak. I smile as I think of how ridiculously hopeless and giddy I'm being.

"I love you."

Grabbing a clean towel, I decide to take a shower. But I really don't think it would fix any of the confusing feelings that are jumping around in my jambled head. This really isn't like me.
Oh my goodness, why am I so happy over a text?
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(sorry this chapter is so short and sappy lol, i was having somewhat of a mental breakdown in the middle of writing it. not gonna lie i think this is now my least favourite chapter out of all 16 of them so far>_> anyways i hope you enjoyed this chapter of darryl being a girl in middle school lol)