My Secret Crush

CHAPTER 14 #MSC

AISLING POV

"Thank you for listening to me"

I smile warmly. Really what is my gain if I don't listen to him. I will only miss out on how-- really Aisling? We are not doing this now.

"And thank you for sharing it with me. You deserve to happy and I know someday you'll find that someone who will love you enough to put all your broken pieces back together and make you happy again"

She doesn't even deserve him if all she's so worked up about is blaming him for all her mistakes. She should have just sucked up her pride and apologize about it. He was able to put up with her bitchy attitude and she wasn't even thankful she had a guy like him.

The girl sucks and why am I so pissed about it.

"I found her" He whisper relaxing his head on the recliner.

I swallowed

That could mean anything right?

I found her like I found the girl that has two heads.

"I mean have just known her for a while but she possess this uniquely wonderful qualities that makes me want to know more about her. There's something about her smile that captivates me and make me want to always keep that smile on her face, makes me yarn to be the reason behind her smile. She's goddamned pretty and she makes me feel what I thought I lost a long time ago. And when I stare into her eyes, they draw me in even more making nothing else matter at that moment. I could go on talking about her all day." He has a wide smile on his face staring dreamily into the air.

I look down at my twiddling thumbs on my lap. I feel queasy hearing him talk about her like she is so damn close to being perfect. Gosh!

"It doesn't matter if you have known her for a while. You should make an effort to talk to her about it."

We all know I don't mean any of those words.

"I guess you are right" He shrugs "I can make an effort"

And oh my god he's smiling!

"I hope she shares the same feelings as you" I say above a whisper even thou we are the only one's in the room.

"Yeah me too" He whisper facing the ground.

You know that moment when it seems so calm. That comfortable silence that gives you the chance to reminisce about everything going on in your life.

This is it!
Heartbreak is what happens when your crush tells you he likes someone else.

He has a damn stupid girl in his life who he think she's perfect.
And i fucking kissed him.

What was I thinking?

That maybe someday just maybe note the keyword MAYBE. He could fall for me, we can do things together, explore places and then I realize this is me imagining impossible things.

That girl. Just that one girl. Made me snap out of my fantasy.

"Hey! Tell me you guys did stuffs" Iris strikes her palm together joining Alex and I.

Of course secrets were unveiled and heart is broken.

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"I think my hair is changing color. Oh my god what if I have Marie Antoinette Syndrome" Andy gasp "oh my god"

"Stop being so dramatic" I reply with an eye roll.

"No you--"

I cut her off "Is your hair turning white? No. You are not even close to old age"