Famous One (Perrie Edwards)

21- Deja Vu

Hey hey heyyyy

Skipping the time a lil bit because I can. Xxx

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Two month later...

'Little Mix, last date of their Salute Tour tonight in London.' I read off my iPad screen. I wasn't stalking them, I just like to know what they are up to.

They started the tour in London, now they're ending the tour in London. Since its in my city, I might as well go and support them.

I was still scrolling along on Twitter when I came across a hashtag saying #WhereIsAnna.

I clicked on the hashtag to see thousands of tweets. Every time I refreshed the page, more and more tweets would appear.

@Bitch_I'm_A_Mixer
#WhereIsAnna What happened to Anna? Bish is missing. We need to find her... @LittleMix

@JadeisBae
#WhereIsAnna I'm missing the gurl. Time to go scavenger hunting @LittleMix xx

What if people actually come looking for me. Should I be scared?

@Perrie_Zayn
#WhereIsAnna I swear that girl has just disappeared of the face of the Earth. Was she even real to begin with? LOL @LittleMix

That tweet made me giggle. So I started to type a reply.

@It'sAnnaBitches
#WhereIsAnna @Perrie_Zayn What's with this hashtag? I haven't disappeared, I'm right here ☝️ xx

I notice my notifications starting to increase. I read all the tweets I had been tagged in and people were writing in capitals and typing 'mandfhcijsksndjfodjsksk' which is basically language for a Fangirl.

@Perrie_Zayn
OMG ANNA JUSST TWEETED ME! WHAT? @It'sAnnaBitches Thankyouuuuuuu sooooo muchhh, I love you. Please follow xx

I tapped the button with blue coloured font which said 'follow'. It turned blue in seconds and changed to 'following'.

@Perrie_Zayn
OMFG... ANNA JUST ACTUALLY FOLLOWED ME! I can die happily now. Thanks bae @It'sAnnaBitches xxx

It's weird how much happiness I am bringing to people right now just by following them. I'm no one special.

I'm not a fangirl; I don't have a mind like them so I don't think I'm ever gonna understand how it feels for them to get a follow from who they look up to.

It's magical when you notice how close you are to the person you are inspired by the most, they are just a tweet away but yet it's so far away because you have to fight your way through thousands or maybe even millions of other tweets in which are being sent to that person.

Now that's what I understand. How easy yet so hard it is to get noticed.

Perrie blocked my number and I can't even get into any contact at all with the girls either.

@It'sAnnaBitches
@LittleMix I'm stopping by the O2 tonight to see my favourite girls. Miss them so much xxx

It could be possible for my tweet to be noticed by the girls by all the retweets I'm getting but the tweet could be passed by just like that. This is the only contact I could possibly have with them. I don't really miss the lifestyles I was living whilst being with them but I am missing the 'sibling' like friendship I shared with them that's why I'm trying to stay in contact with them.