Do you ever have those moments when you hate that you have a past when you hate it so much you wish you could die. That one mistake can haunt you for years. That's how I felt today I had a meeting and it didn't go good. I hate who I used to be a the mistake makes me wanna die sometimes. Your past can be painful but luckily there's things that can help writing helps me calm down it makes things not so painful. Ya situations are tough but I know I can't do anything about it right now so there's no point in keeping myself. Tomorrow will be better. Things will get better. I know they will.
8/2/19
