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I wake up in a room and smell the smell I hate the most. The hospital. I open my eyes and see all these cords connected to me and my wrist is wrapped up from…the cut. Then I remember trying to die. All those hate comments, cutting myself, and Carlos coming into my room and saving me.
I take off all the cords. I don’t need to be in a hospital. All I have is a little cut. I see a bag on a chair next to me. I grab it and go into the bathroom and change. I walk out and see a nurse. “Honey, why did you change?! You’re supposed to be connected to the cords. We need to make sure you aren’t-“she says trailing off. Physco. That’s what she was going to say.
“I’m fine. I just had lots of things built up with all these hate comments and my boyfriend breaking up with me. I’m fine I can go home.” I say. “Honey I don’t know if that’s-“she says but I cut her off. “I said I’m going home.” I repeat more sternly this time. I walk out of the curtained off room and into the waiting lobby to see Carlos asleep on the couch.
“Hey wake up.” I say shaking his shoulder. He jerks awake and stands up and kisses me but I pull away. “Carlos, I don’t know if I’m ready to get back together yet. I’m still confused. I-I’m sorry.” I say stepping away. “Oh.” He says disappointment in his voice. “Let’s get you home.” He says wrapping an arm around me. We get in his car and drive back to the hotel.
“Hey, the guys and I are having a concert tonight and you and the girls can come.” Carlos says parking the car. “Oh okay. Um does the world know about, you know, my freak out?” I ask embarrassed. “No one besides the hospital.” Carlos says. We walk into the hotel silently.
~*~*~
Currently, I’m back stage at a BTR concert. It’s my first one and I’m extremely happy. The boys had just finished Worldwide when the boys grab my hand. “What’s going on?” I ask. “Oh nothing.” Logan says smirking. I get pushed onto the stage and the guys make me sit on a stool I raise an eye brow but they just smile and leave.
All the lights go out then music starts. Then a spotlight turns on and I see Carlos in a tux, without the tie, and it’s not buttoned. He has a microphone and a rose and he starts to sing.
Curtains open up the scene
Spotlight shines on you and me tonight
Pretending for the crowd below,
We put on a real good show,
But it's a lie
We can't help but cause a fight,
It's the same old drama every night
I walk off stage cause this whole play
Is more than I can take
Oh,
I don't want it to be over,
But we need a break before
You break my heart
And Oh,
We can't live this scene forever
Right now you and me are better,
Better off apart
But I'll still love you
When the lights come up
For our intermission
I was one foot out the door.
I couldn't play that part no more
With you.
The chemistry just wasn't there.
I couldn't act like I didn't care
When I do.I do
We can't help but cause a fight,
It's the same old drama every night
I walk off stage cause this whole play
Is more than I can take. No,
Oh,
I don't want it to be over,
But we need a break before
You break my heart
And oh,
We can't live this scene forever
Right now you and me are better,
Better off apart
But I'll still love you
When the lights come up
Yeah I'll still love you
When the lights come up
We're like actors in a play
Living out our love on stage
You're just saying the same old lines
To me yeah.
Somewhere we fell off track
But I know love will lead us back.
No I don't want it to be over,
But we need a break before
You break my heart
And oh,
We can't live this scene forever
Right now you and me are better,
Better off apart
And I'll still love you
When the lights come up
Yeah I'll still love you
When the lights come up
Baby I'm gonna love you when
The lights come up.
I'm still gonna love you when
The lights come up
Baby I'm gonna love you when
The lights come up.
For our intermission
When he finishes he hands me a rose. I started crying in the middle of the song so I wiped my eyes. “I wrote this song to ask you one question- Are you ready for our intermission to end?” he asks into the microphone. “Yes.” I say smiling and standing up and hugging him. He kissed me passionately and the crowd cheered. “Good because I didn’t want to go to Maui without a girlfriend.” He says smiling.
“We’re going to Maui?! Maui, Hawaii?!” I ask. “Yes.” I hear the other guys say. I turn around and see everyone else standing there. “All 9 of us. Including our baby.” Melody says looking at James and patting her stomach. You could hear the crowd gasp.
“WE’RE GOING TO MAUI!!” We all cheer and confetti shoots out of the cannons. “Now let’s get home and pack.” Kendall says.
Carlos and I walk off stage hand in hand, ready for our vacation.
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Why The Fork Is BTR In Our Apartment?! | Carlos Pena - Big Time Rush
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