Dont tell me im dying
when im trying to fight
dont tell me im dying
when im watching the light
I wanna try to fight
not dir in fright
Im not gonna let my sickness
take control of my life
the doctors try to tell me
that my life is on the line
but im not gonna listen to their lies
Im gonna chase my demons away
they're not welcome here to stay
Ive lived long enough to know
that doctors often make mistakes
that no one really knows
who's life is actually at stake
so im gonna continue to fighting
dont tell me if Im dying
Im gonna continue to watch the light
I dont want to die in fright
my family though
has long forgotten me
they come to visit me
only through my dreams
and they are not pretty
people scream and shout
it scares me to ever go out...
my window blinds stay closed
the light of the sun,
never penetrates my darkness
I have long forgotten
my dream to fight
I have long given up
trying to watch the bright light
I lay in my bed
and dream of nightmares
monsters and dremons
but they do not scare me
they wouldnt dar come near me...
my soul on the inside
is bright but dim
my times running out fast
there is no time left to play
I pray a sweet pray
Dear lord let me die,
in peaceful sleep...
I close my eyes
and sleep
I see the light come my way
I graciously accept its presence
I fly away
to never see the real world again
