My life has not
been oh so easy
as yours might be
my life
is actually kinda hard
something you
wish not to see
its not full of rainbows and unicorns
its full of
ice and ugly storms
that no one wishes to see
where ever I walk
the rain and clouds follow me
sometimes....
I think it better to just
sleep away the pain
that i feel inside
my arms are covered
in cuts and bruises
things that i
did not do
my life
is full of demons
and its hard to chase them
far far away
but somehow I manage
but it doesnt seem to help
I walk down dirty dark
alley ways
to find my way home
the shadows...
they greet my as if-
im one of them
something forgotten and pained
no one ever egnologes them
they just walk right on by
i put the gun to my head
and wait for the courage
but it never comes
i just sit there
and sit there
not ever knowing what to do
but I guess that doesnt matter
I guess i'll just have to live through the pain
and the suffering
I believe...
thats what my life is about
but thats a...good thing
it means im stronger than most
because i have the strength
to at least
carry on another day....
I have the strength
to carry all of my strengths
