왜 울지야? (Why Are You Crying?) [EXO Kai FANFIC]

제 16 장. Confession

Yoo-Jeong's POV

"Look Yoo Jeong-ah!" Chanyeol tug me along with him and enter a pink colored shop with cute stuffs in it. I wander around the place since I haven't been in here before. Pink's not bad anyways.

"Don't you think it's cute?~" I look at the stuff that he wants me to see and it's a bracelet with strawberry and heart pendants. "Yeah." I shortly replied and wondered that he brought two of it along with him, "This one's for you, and one's for me. It's a friendship bracelet!" My eyes widen when he wore me the bracelet. "There! It suits you~ Look at mine~"

His pendants are colored blue while mine is pink. Yoo-Jeong did not notice that there's a smile slowly curving on the corner of her lips. "T-thank.. thank you."

After Chanyeol bought the bracelets, we are back of walking on the street, looking for something awesome maybe. You see, Chanyeol here loves exploring and buying cute and cool stuffs. I don't even think if where on earth did he put those stuffs of his right now.

I smiled while staring at the bracelet he gave me, secretly caressing it with tender and care. This is my first time that someone gave me something so special. For me, this is special enough.

"Yoo Jeong-ah." I immediately averted my attention away from the bracelet when Chanyeol halts me to stop as I look up at him with wonder.

He smiles, "It's okay. You can tell it to me right now." I widen my eyes in disbelief because of what he said. "W-what.. what d-do you mean?"

My heart starts banging in nervousness and my body is trembling in cold. "What's really bothering you? Tell me."

For once, I'm seeing Chanyeol right now being so serious, and it made me anxious. I gulp a lump on my throat as I slowly put my fist on my chest, still looking up at Chanyeol straight in the eyes. Why can't I avoid his gaze? Why can't I?

People are still giving us that weird glances and as if Chanyeol noticed, he tilt his head to the other side before looking back at me. Without permission, he drags me along with him, his hand is gently pulling me by the wrist.

We're now at a place where no one is passing by, only the two of us, and it made me more anxious of what's going to happen next. He let out a heavy sigh before pulling his grasp away from me. "I know that you have something to tell me that you've kept for a very long time. I can tell it, just by staring deeply into your eyes."

I can't hide this for any longer. He finally knows what's been bugging me all these time.

"Cause I have something to tell you as well." I look up at him with full of expectations, waiting for his next sentence. "Yoo Jeong-ah, I know that you already knew about me having this huge feelings toward your sister before the accident, right? You already knew that, am I right?" Without denying, I nod my head.

Chanyeol paused for awhile while I waited for him to continue. He seems like he's been hesitating to tell me. What is he trying to deliver?

"I have loved your sister with all my life, but I know that it would only be one sided love for I knew that she loved someone else. I know my consequences and I will end up getting hurt, but.. I-I just can't remove her from my mind and my heart. I loved her too much."

I don't know why but every words that he's releasing are like knives that are stabbing me deeply in the chest.

"And that accident happened.." I saw how Chanyeol bite his lower lip like he's preventing himself to cry. He's about to cry because his eyes are getting watery.

"But.. why didn't you tell her about what you feel?" He smiles at me, a painful one.

"Sometimes, we have to keep our feelings to ourselves to avoid getting hurt more from once you are already hurting."