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Chapter 1

Trigger Warning self harm & suicide attempt.
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Harry has been sat in potions as Snape drummed on about god knows what, when all of the sudden everyone's attention went to the loud creak of the large wooden doors as Draco walking in.

As he went to sit at his normal seat next to Pansy at the back Harry watched him, he had an pink flushed face and water stained cheeks, Harry couldn't think as of why the Prince of Slytherin would ever have a reason to cry. But before he had the time to think of a reason, his attention was brought back to the front of the class.

"Mr Potter, what is so fascinating that you can't keep your eyes at the front!" Snape hissed as he slammed the text book closed.
"N.. nothing sir"he stumbled out as he turned away from Draco's who's hair was out of place.
"Well then keep your eyes on the board, 10 points from Griffindor" Snape twisted back around and continued with his explanation on how to mix Fluxweed and Boomslang skin properly.

As the class was dismissed, Ron and Harry made their way to Tranfiguration, Harry couldn't keep his mind off of Draco. Ever since second year Harry had a crush on the blond haired slytherin. And it killed him that he didn't know what had made him cry.

As they sat through McGonagall's
Demonstration of how to transform form an animal into a water goblet, he couldn't keep his eyes off of the blond at the front of the class who had his head in his hands.

McGonagall had already finished her demonstration and was pairing students together,
"Pansy and Blaise, Granger and Cho, Weasley and Longbottom , Potter and Malfoy"

Wait did he really hear that properly I'm paired with M..Malfoy Harry thought over and over until..
"Hello Scarface" Draco said trying to hide the fear behind his eyes.
"Hel... hello Malf..."Harry tried to reply before being interrupted.
"Don't call me Malfoy, my name is Draco"Draco snapped back " this doesn't mean we are friends Potter".

The lesson went better than Harry expected Draco took control barely speaking only making a couple of comments about how Potter couldn't do it right. And before they knew it the class was over and he was making his way to the great hall with Ron for dinner.

"Why's he so quiet?"Hermoine spoke as she sat down across from Ron and Harry who wasn't speaking or eating.
"I don't know he's been like this since Potions"
"Harry,what's wrong, what are you thinking about?" Hermione placed her hand over Harry's, making him snap out of his thought about mal. No Draco and why he was crying.

"Harry,mate you listen" Ron added as he placed down his half eaten chicken.
"Yea., sorry what did you say?"
"What are you thinking about" moine spoke slowly.
"Oh nothing really I'm I'm just tired" Harry replied. Just then he say Draco stand up from his place on the Slytherin table and rush out of the great hall.

"I'm going to go"Harry said already out of his seat.
"Mate where you going" Ron tried to shout but Harry was already gone.
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(Draco point of view)

Today is the day I'm going to end everything I can't live like this anymore. I can only do bad everything I touch turns into darkness and the only person I love, is the one who hates me the most.

I was walking to the prefects bathroom knowing that no one ever goes in there. I walk in and went over to the brewing potion , the draught of the living death, it was finally ready.

I went and sat down in front of the cauldron and scooped up a cup of the deep purple liquid. As I put the cup to my lips I heard the unforgettable voice of no it couldn't be. Could it.