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Chapter 12

(THIS CHAPTER HAS FLASHBACKS OF RAPE I WILL PUT AN ✖️BEFORE AND AFTER THE FLASHBACK AND CONVERSATION)

The next morning I woke up with the love of my life in my arms. I missed this feeling of having Draco in my arms it made me feel safe.

"Morning baby" I kissed his forehead reviving a moan from him."Come on you need to get up"
"Fine, fine babe" Draco finally got up. I placed a kiss onto his lips.

"I want a shower" he moaned
"Ok well you know where the shower is"
"But I i like it when you do it"
My lips pulled at the corners into a smirk, before pulling him up onto his feet.
"Ok baby let's get you cleaned"
I took his hand pulling him into the bathroom.

Draco stopped in his tracks when he saw it. The shattered mirror the shower curtain ripped and the blood on the floor.

Before I could process any of this the door was pulled shut and I was wrapped in two strong arms.
"Let's use the other shower" he picked me up carrying me to the shower in the other room.

I was pulled into the shower, he hugged me from behind placing his chin on my shoulder. Every part of his body was pressed against mine, his warmth spread through my body making me relax leaning into him.

"I forgot about the bathroom, I'm sorry"
"It's ok I.. I just don't think I want to use that bathroom anymore"
"Ok well we can use this one"
I turned around kissing his neck.
I wanted to tell him what happened but I just didn't know if I could.
"I need to tell you what happened"
"Ok" he twisted me round I was facing him.
"I um don't know if I I can"
"It's ok you don't need...."
"No I need to i I want to"
He nods and brushed my hair out of my eyes.
"I was in the um the bathroom,
And ugh and then a group of Slytherins came in." I started to cry but Harry wiped my tears away with his thumb.
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(Flash back-in the toilets)
Draco was washing his hands when three Slytherin boys came in.
"Oh look who it is, Malfoy the disgrace to the wizard world"
They started to thow every type of hex as him.

After an hour of constant spell flowing though Draco's body. They all left but one. Malcom Baddock.

"Look at you, can't even fight back" he stood on his wrist.

Malcom pulled Draco's cloths off before taking his belt and tying him to a beam of wood.

He unzipped his trousers before pushing his way into Draco.
"PLEASE. NO MALCOM. DON'T"
Draco screamed. But he didn't stop.
"You worth nothing more than a toy."
After what felt like hours Malcom untied Draco and left.

He sat their crying on the floor covered in blood. All he could think was how he had betrayed Harry, how only Harry should do that to him.
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"They came in and they started to throw.. to throw hex's at me... they screamed at me telling me that I should be dead or should be in Azkaban"
"Hey you don't need to tell me anymore"

"No I I need to. I was on the floor and this one boy came up. He pulled my my trousers off"
I could see Harry was ready to rip off this guys head off, but he still stood their wrapping his arms around me.

"He pushed his way in me. I I was screaming and and telling him to stop but he didn't.. he said that all I was good for was a fuck toy."
I couldn't keep going I fell to the floor crying into my hands.
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I was ready to kill whoever this guy was. I sat down pulling him into my lap.
"Shh baby it's ok I'm here I've got you I'll keep you safe. No one will hurt you again. I promise"
He nuzzled his face into my shoulder.
"Baby, can you tell me who it was"
"I.. I can't"
"It's ok, let's get you washed yeah?"

I stood up pulling him to his feet.
As I washed his hair he leant into my every touch.
"Baby"
"Mhh"
"Are you sure you want me to wash your body?"
"What do you not want to" He pulled out of my touch looking down at his feet.
"No it's nothin like that"
"I get it I'm disgusting"
"No your not baby your so beautiful, all I meant was I don't want to hurt you. I mean your arms"
"Oh I um didn't think of that. I want you to clean me, like you always do, I want you to clean my my scars like everytime"
"Ok I'll be soft"

Once I finished cleaning his hair, I took him into my arms kissing his neck earning whimpers from Draco.

I kissed down his neck leaving marks as I went, I got to his pelvis and stopped. I looked up at him, "are you ok with this?"
He nodded and I took him into my mouth. I bobbed my head up and down as I swirled my tongue at the end. He gave out small wimpers and moans which became louder before he released his seed into my mouth. I swallowed it all before standing up.

"Come on let's get you cleaned"
Once I cleaned him we got out of the shower. I sat Draco in my lap as I massaged the potion into his arms, which made him wince at the pain. Once that was done I placed a kiss to his temple before getting new bandages for his arms. I got down onto my knees in front of him as I wrapped his arms in clean bandages.
"There all done, now let's get you dressed"

This made Draco giggle as he got up and walked over to the wardrobe with me.
"You do know I can get dressed my self"
"Can I not look after my baby"
He just giggled and kissed my neck. "Ok fine"

Once he finished dressing me in joggers and one of his hoodies, I love wearing them they make me feel safe and they smell like him.
"You ready for breakfast"

I knew this was coming and I knew he wouldn't back down this time. I shrugged and followed him into the kitchen.
"So what you want baby boy"
"Um I don't know really"
"Well what's about just some toast?"

I nodded and went over to him, hugging him from behind as he put the bread in the toaster.
"Thank you"
"Whatever for?"
"For looking after me and not yelling at me"
He just chuckled as he turned around placing a kiss to my forehead.
"Well why would I ever have a reason to yell at you"
"My farther always yelled at me or punished me for being a disgrace to the Malfoy name"

He took hold of my chin pulling me up so i was staring into those deep forest eyes.
"You are not a disgrace to anyone and if your farther thinks that then I feel bad for him"
He joined our lips with so much passion and love,damn I love him so much. Every time I'm near him,my stomach twists and I blush but I don't care because I love him so much.

"Come on your toast is ready"
We sat at the table Harry drinking his coffee and watching me until I finished my food. I hated it how he watched me but I also loved it so much.
"I love you, thank you for everything"
"I love you to. So so much" he placed kisses over my face making me giggle.
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THIS CHAPTER WAS VERY HARD FOR ME TO WRITE AND READ OVER, I AM SORRY IF I HAVE TRIGGERED ANY OF YOU
BUT IM PROUD OF MY SELF FOR BEING ABLE TO WRITE THIS.

I WOULDN'T OF WRITEN THIS IF IT WASN'T NECESSARY, I WANTED TO TRY AND BRING AWARENESS TO HOW IMPORTANT IT IS FOR PEOPEL TO SEE HOW MUCH SOMETHING LIKE THIS CAN DESTROY SOMEONE. PLEASE REACH OUT TO SOMEONE.