School is officially in 4 more days. I'm happy because of the fact that I'm an upperclassman now (if you consider sophomores in that group). I also get to be involved in a lot more things than I did as a freshman (even though a lot of the reason for that is because I was still scared of doing a lot of things. Still am, but beside the point). However, I know for a fact that this year is gonna be so much more different. A lot changed for me over the summer with my friends and my life and so going into this next school year, I'm not sure what to expect from it this year.
Even though a lot of good has happened, so has a lot of bad. I've had half of my friend group move, the other half I don't have classes with and the friends I have outside of my original group don't hang around me that often because of the separation of our classes. I've also been experiencing some mental health problems and physical ones. Trust issues have sky rocketed and as a person, I can honestly say I've really changed. Now is that for better or worse, that depends on who you talk to about it.
My biggest fear though, is no matter how much has changed, I'm still gonna be in the same position I was in last year. I was too quiet, anxious, antisocial for the most part, constantly depressed, and single. I had a boyfriend over the summer, but that went nowhere and it cause a lot of issues so that ended and worsened my trust issues. So yeah, there's that. I honestly don't know what do expect especially from myself
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