I Won't Give Up

Chapter 1

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CHAPTER 1-

It's only a few days after Zayn's 20th birthday. I was hoping by now things would get better. Oh how i was wrong. Maybe for my brithday they will.

Louis has changed. He's not my fun loving best friend anymore. He has become rude and obnoxious, and no one knows why. It's tearing the band apart. It's so hard living with him. I have to deal with arguing with him and listening to him complain and yell. I also have endless fights with him.

I miss my best friend.

He constantly yells at everyone. It bothers everyone, especially Niall, and no one knows what to do. He even yells at Simon. I don't even know how he is still in the band. Maybe because of all the fans we have and the money we make. I don't know how much longer we can deal with him.

Simon called me up last night to talk to me and said that i have to meet up with him today. It would be me, him and the boys, except for Louis of course. Simon didn't say much about it, but it was an emergency.

I was up in my room getting ready to leave and wondering what this "emergency" was. I decided to dress a bit nicer today, wearing kakis and a white button shirt, which I stole from Lou, He doesn't have to know. I opened my door taking one last look in the mirror and headed downstairs to face Louis.

Technically, i didn't have to stay here and live with Lou. I could leave if I wanted to and live by myself, but I would be lonely and I love living with Louis. Well, i did at least.

I entered the kitchen, and there he was. He was wearing his maroon Hollister sweats and my black Mick shirt. When did I give him that? He was also wearing bracelets on his left arm. There were so many. I thought they were my thing but I guess not. The only bracelet that stood out was the bracelet all of us got for What Makes You Beautiful.

Louis wasn't smiling. He never did anymore. I forgot what his smile looked like. His eyes were still the beautiful pacific blue color but had hate and anger in them. They stared into your soul as well.

"Where are you going Curly?"

He never called me Harry or any of my nicknames anymore. I was Curly, Niall was Blondie, And Liam and Zayn were their last names. In the beginning, it made us all mad, but now we are used to it. He was glaring at me with very cold eyes.

"I'm going out." I threw on my converse and left before any other words were exchanged.

Shit! I left my keys! I quickly went back in to grab them from the drawer. Fuck. They weren't there. Louis snickered and I looked at him.

"Where are my keys?"

He reached into his back pocket and pulled them out. "These?" He grinned evily. "Where are you going?"

Why does it matter to him where I go? I looked back down into the drawer, hoping to find spare keys. Oh! Even better! The keys to Louis' Porsche he was never able to sell were in there. I grabbed them and left as he said something about me taking the car. I couldn't quite catch it.

Louis really pisses me off. I ask him where he goes and he pulls the same shit I just pulled. I started the car and pulled out my phone to call Simon.

Ring.... Ring....

"Hello Harry!"

"Hey. I just left. I'm in the Porsche."

I heard a sigh on the other end. "Harry, why would you take his car?"

I laughed a bit. "Technically, it's our car because months ago he said we shared it. He was holding my keys too.'

"Well okay then. I'll see you soon." He hung up.

I cranked up the volume as The Wanted came on. I really wish Louis was his old self. We would be driving to lunch together and jamming out to Chasing The Sun.

I let out a long sigh as I pulled up to the restaurant. It was a new place called Blackthorn. It's new to England. The place originated in America but is an Irish Pub. Obviously Niall chose the place. I got out and saw the lads around SImon's car.

"HARRY!" they all screamed in unison. Niall had a huge smile on his face, which instantly made me smile. He ran over to me and gave me a legendary Horan Hug. They were the best.

"Hey Ni! Are we going in soon? I'm starving!" Niall started laughing.

"Harry siad he's hungry! Let's go eat now! Pleaseeeee!' Simon nodded and we all went in. They all greeted me as we entered. The waitress brought us to a table in the back, this way we were away from fans. We ordered our food and it came out in no time. Simon cleared his throat which meant it's time to talk.

"So boys, let's just cut right to the chase. We all know how much Louis has changed in the past few months." We all nodded as he continued. "Well, he is not doing wonders for the band at the moment. If he doesn't clean up his act, the band will suffer and most likely break up, or he will leave which leads to breaking up. At the moment, it is a guarantee. He needs to change his attitude and his out look on the world and others. I don't care what it takes."

I looked up from eating, as did Liam. He wiped his mouth before he spoke. "How are we going to do that Simon?" Niall and Zayn nodded in agreement as I continued to eat. The food was delicious.

"Liam, it won't be an easy task. Harry is going to talk to him, or do anything, and bring him back." The piece of food I was chewing was now on Niall's plate across the table.

"WHAT?!"

Niall glared at me angrily. "You spit your food on mine! I was gunna eat that! Well, I still will." He moved the chewed up piece of food and continued eating. Zayn burst out laughing as Liam stared at me. Simon sighed.

"Harry, was that really necessary? You are the only one that can bring him back. He's always trusted you and I know he needs you. I also know how much you miss him. I see right through you."

I looked down at my hands. When I looked back up a minute later, everyone was staring at me and Liam was making his way towards me. He stood me up and gave me a hug. He stepped back and brushed his thumb over my cheek wiping away a tear. I didn't even realize I was crying. I hugged him again but stayed as I cried into his shoulder. I let everything out that I had been holding in.

"It's okay Harry. We will be here for you every step of the way. Everything will be okay." I looked up at Liam and nodded before hugging him again. Zayn got up from his seat and rubbed my back comfortingly.

"Will you be alright doing this Haz?" I separated from Liam and turned towards Zayn nodding.

"I miss him so much, I lost my best friend. Simon, I'll do it." His eyes were very sympatheitc.

"Are you sure Harry? I could ask one of the other boys to do it." I shook my head violently.

"No! He's my best friend. I'll do it. He'll only trust me. I'll bring him back."

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So that's the first chapter :) First chapters are always so boring! Please continue reading :) Let me know what you think! I play field hockey so I don't know how much I can update, but i will as soon as possible! If you have a twitter, follow me! @tomlinlove_ Love you all .xx :)