I Won't Give Up

Chapter 3

Hello there :) So, I won't be updating this for a few days because I have a game for the next two days and a car wash and then I'll be at my dads and then another game. SO BUSY! Maybe in those days I'll plan more of this story! Anyways, I'm watching the debate right now and its kind of confusing but then it isn't. Blahh oh well. Enjoy .xx ~Taylor

Chapter 3-

I fell asleep quite early that night. Even though i went to bed early, I didn't sleep well at all. I kept tossing ang turning. I couldn't clear my mind so i just kept thinking about everything that happened. FInding out that my best friend for almost three years was the hardest. 

I know what he's going through. I have cut before. It's been a while though. I didn't tell anyone. Not even Lou. The only person who knew was Liam. He saw the cuts. 

*Flashback*

"Harry? What's that?" I looked down knowing exactly what he was talking about. I forgot to wear my bracelets and pulled my sleeve up by accident.

"Don't tell me it's nothing either." I broke down. I started to cry. 

"Liam! I am so sorry! I didn't mean to! It just happened. So much has been going on. It's been killing me!" I fell to the floor and he sat next to me. He pulled me into his chest and held me while i cried. 

"Harry, why didn't you come talk to me. I could have helped. Please, for me, don't hurt yourself again." He was so comforting and I knew everything was ok. I could always talk to Liam. 

*End Of Flashback*

And Liam was always there for me now. I always talk to him whenever I'm upset. He helps me so much. I want to be able to do that for Lou. He could stop hurting himself and know everything will be ok, just like what happened to me. 

I was taken from my thoughts when I heard a piercing scream. There were quite a few yells as well. I quickly got up to see where it was coming from. 

"NO! GO AWAY! LEAVE ME ALONE! HARRY!!!!" When I heard my name, I sprinted to Louis' room. He was thrashing around in his bed, tangled in his blankets. Tears were on his cheeks and he looked petrified. I ran over and scooped him into my arms to place him on my lap.

"Shhhh. Louis, everything is ok. It was only a dream." His eyes shot open and met mine. He was shocked at first but then calmed down. He was shaking. I stroked his hair as he leaned his head against my chest. "It's ok Lou.' 

He was sobbing as I held him. "Please, don't leave me." Slowly the cries began to stop as I whispered comforting words to him. I think he fell asleep. I leaned back against his headboard still holding him in my arms. Before I knew it, I drifted into sleep.

I ended up waking up before Lou. He had his arms wrapped around me like I was a teddy bear. He was holding me very tightly actually, as if I was going to leave. My arms were wrapped slightly around his waist. It's just like old times. 

Slowly I moved his arms so I could get up and make breakfast. I looked at him before I left. He had dried tears on his cheeks and was super pale. He looked broken. 

I left and walked to my room to change before heading downstairs. I left my phone on the counter last night and I had to check it. I had a message from Liam. 

"Harrryyyyy? Are you ok? Call me wen you wake up! :) Love Liam xx"

I sighed as I dialled his number. 

"Harry! How is everything going?" He is so loud this early in the morning! It's only 9:30!

"I'm doing alright Li. Not going to lie, it's very difficult, dealing with Louis and all. Oh, I'm going to make pancakes. Would you like some?"