𝐃𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐇 | j.v imagines

𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐑.

contains murder and blood.

living at the circus probably wouldn't be something y/n would think about doing if she had the chance, but she didn't, and she was in fact living in the circus with her step mother she wasn't really fond of anymore. the only good thing about it, was her friend, jerome. she always liked to dream about being more than friends with the really attractive redhead but never really took the chance to confess, always glaring at the bunch of girls who would run up to him and talk to him after each show.

the girl didn't have any important role in the circus since her step mother wanted all the spotlight to herself, and never ever let y/n show any talent of her's to anyone since she had a couple of them, that only jerome knew of.

since she and the boy were so close, she knew everything about the abuse lila, her uncle and all her fuck buddies did to him, making him run over to the girls trailer and cry with y/n holding him in her arms, telling him that everything is going to be okay and taking care of all the bruises.

jerome also always ranted to y/n about wanting to kill his mother and every person who has done something to him, telling her that they deserve it but she didn't know that he will actually do it until that one day.

the y/h/c haired female was making her way towards jerome's and his mother's trailer, an annoyed expression on her face since she was tired of waiting for the ginger to finally come over to her trailer as they had planned. she opened the door, stepping in and walking towards the small kitchen since she heard something there "jerome, i was tired of waiting for you so i-" she started, a gasp leaving her mouth when she saw the body of jerome's mother laying there, lifeless, blood all over the floor.

"so i came h-here myself.. jerome, what have you done?" she asked, her eyes a bit teary, taking a step back when the boy started walking towards her with a bloody knife, his hands and face also covered in the blood, along with the white shirt he's wearing "y-y/n, please don't be afraid of me, i won't hurt you, okay?"

he said, quickly placing the knife down on the kitchen counter and continuing to walk towards the girl who was still backing up, before feeling a wall behind her. she felt some tears running down her cheeks, but it wasn't because she was afraid or something, she was crying because she didn't want to lose the boy, knowing that people get sent to arkham asylum for these kind of things.

she let out a small sigh, looking down at her shoes, noticing that jerome was now in front of her, so she looked up, placing her hand on his cheek softly and looking at him with a sad expression "look- i know you won't hurt me, but jerome, i don't want to lose you, if someone finds out you did this, you'll get arrested and sent to arkham, and i'll be alone." she whispered, looking down at her shoes again.

the boy placed his finger under y/n's chin, tilting her head to look at him "you won't lose me, nobody will find out that it was me. we can both run away, together, me and you. i know that you have literally nothing to do here and you don't even like your step mother, so let's go." he said, resting his forehead against hers and holding an eye contact.

before she could say yes, she started shaking her head with tears in her eyes, pushing jerome away and backing up towards the door "i'm r-really sorry, jerome. i can't do that, i'm scared, i'm s-sorry." she said quickly, opening the door and running away as fast as she can, her vision blurry from all the tears, ignoring all the calling from the boy.

she couldn't get herself to run away with jerome, she was scared that he'll just get tired of her and kill her like he killed his mother, but at the same time she wanted to turn around and run back to him so they can get away from this mess together, but she didn't, and that broke jerome's heart.