The Broken Hearted ( COMPLETED UNEDITED )

Chapter 11 Little White Cheat?

Grace P.O.V
( unedited )

Since the day I fainted in the kitchen, Josh has been acting weird. He mostly acts as if the other night after the party never happen and we were only friends. I really thought that he loved me but I guess wrong. The voices haven't left my head but I try to block them. But there is always this one voice that I can't black l, it has been making me doubt everything I do. Making me re think things I say and do, but the voice has sorta made me more confident in how I look. Saying things like 'you look beautiful' or he would say Hott or sexy. After I got dressed in a short skinny black dress I left my room to the library. After me fainting I got the week off to recover and I have been spending all my time reading go the shadow hunter codex because that's the only time the voice in my head shuts up. As I walk down the hall way I pass Josh's room, should I go and talk to him about my feelings? 'He doesn't care about you, he proved it this week.' I'm still going to go an talk about this.
I put my hand into a fist and knocked the cold wood. No answer came but I heard what sounded like a moaning coming from behind the door. I frowned. What's happening ?
My hand finds the cold metal door handle and turn it. It was dark and the only light was from the hall way out side the door. I push the door open and gasp at the sight I was seeing. Josh was butt naked in bed with some girl who was also butt naked humping away. Tears came to my eyes.
I thought he loved me, he said he loved me himself then-then....
'Than taking your Virginity away? That's what guys like them do, the ones you think you trust. They use a girl like you and de flower you then chuck a broken hearted girl away.'
No...no he-he wouldn't do that! He loved me. Tears started spilling out of my eyes. I turn my head away and ran away from what was happening in the room.
"He-he can't just cheat on me after what we shared!" I scream out and fall to my knees in the middle of the hall way. My salty tears fell into my dry mouth.
"Grace?" I turn my head around and see a fully dressed Josh looking at me confused. "Why are you crying ? Who hurt you? What happen?" He shot every question at me, which felt like a knife to my heart. Is he that pathetic that he can't remember what he was doing ?! He step forward into my direction.
"Don't fucking come any closer to me you fucking man whore! I can't believe I even trusted you." I screamed at him on the top of my lunges. I then quickly got up and ran to my room. Tears never stop spilling down my face. What felt like hours later I stopped crying, I had no more tears and no more energy left. My throat was dry and sore. I grabbed a cup that sat on my bed side table ad walked into my bathroom and filled up my glass and sipped it. For the lat couple of hours I have thinking over what happen which made me cry even more.
I sighed, "Why do I feel like this ? Why am I so weak and feeling all of this stuff." I said to myself quietly. I turned around to leave when I saw a figure on the door leaning on it. "Hey babe, miss me?" His hair was messy, he had a black V neck shirt on with black baggy jeans. I gasp. It was Jason.
"W-what are you d-doing here?" My eyes looking for anyway escape but there was none.
I heard him laugh, and smirk at me. "I told you babe that i will be coming back for you," he stepped forward and wrapped his hands around my wast. Then he leaned into to ear, his breath giving me goose bumps. "Your mine." He sounded like a demanding like boy.
I look at him in pure shock, "W-why do y-you want me?" I asked still shocked. I was nothing special, or was I?
"Your more then you think Grace." His hands started creeping down close to my butt. I tried to wiggle out of his grasp but it was to strong. Then his lips came to mine making me drop my glass cup shattering it everywhere on the ground. He moved away from my lips which then gave me a couple of seconds to call for help.
I screamed at the top of my lungs, then I felt someone's hand slamming onto my soft skin. I fell back whimpering holding my sore cheek.
"How dare you do that!" He roared at me. Jason then came to me and pick my arm up and he put his arms back around his shoulders. Moments later I felt all the air in my lungs to be whipped out. I feel to the ground in complete daze. What the hell just happen?
I turned my head around to Jason and realised that we weren't in my bathroom anymore but in the bed room I dreamed about some time ago. He came to me and picked me up as if I weighed nothing more then a doll. He then put me softly on what felt like a bed. His coal back eyes looking into mine was all I heard before the darkness took over my vision and I saw nothing.

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A/N: Heyyy guys ! I'm so sorry I haven't been updating, all my work is on my IPad as I haven't had any internet for it. Anyway I have started a new book called "Just Another Day" which is about zombies and love, romance as well mystery. I have only done a couple of chapters, been thinking of publishing it when I finish it so people won't have to wait. Anyway I will start updating more anyway please enjoy this chapter

~Gingy