The Broken Hearted ( COMPLETED UNEDITED )

Chapter 18 The Diary

Grace pov

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Grabbing out weapons I feel someone touch my shoulder.

"Grace, calm down. We are not going to storm in there okay? No ones going to follow you."

Turning around I see Tahlia stare at me bored. "Wh-what do you mean? I'm Jason's lover ! Of course they will follow me," anger starts to fill me.

"Yea? And so many other girls, your not the only girl he has been with for the last couple of week. He is just using you," her face was right in my face. "So put that stuff down and get into the lounge room you greedy slut." Shocked I did as she said.

She was so nice to me..... Everyone was so nice to me. But when Jason is not around I get funny looks past my way. Did he really be with other girl while I was his lover at the time? No he wouldn't, he said he loved me.... Actually he didn't, Josh said he loved me not Jason. He has never said that.

Standing up I walk away from Tahlia who was watching TV. "Where the hell you going?" She demanded.

"Not telling you," I say back slamming Jason's door close. Looking around I find the book I was told never to touch.

*****FLASH BACK****

Jason kisses down my neck as I straddle him he slowly starts to un do my shirt. Turning around for a moment I spot a book. It had a black leather covering my weird shapes in it in a brown covering. A voice....
Was telling me to open it. But as I go and reach for it Jason pulls my hand away from it.

"What are you doing?" He asked leaning over and putting the book in his drawer.

Ignoring his question I saId, "Whats that book?"

He looks at me worried. "This book is something your never ever allowed to touch. Only I can touch it. Got it?" He looks at me waiting for my answer.

"I Promise not to touch it or read it."

He smiles at me before he kisses me. "Good"

****FLASH BACK OVER*****

Pulling out his drawer I grab out the same book. It's black leather cooling my hot fingers. The little voice in my head was telling me to open it.

Opening the book to the first page, written in balled writing it says 'Lisa Kennish'

Who's Lisa Kennish ?

Flipping it to a random page it states a day and month. It must me a diary !

' Tuesday, 12/4 - I have been dreaming of war, it fills my head warning me. John doesn't listen to me, he's always out or down stairs. It's scaring me. He has stopped sleeping next to me. He has stopped asking how I'm doing. My little darling baby has started kicking making me smile out of all this grey.
When me and John do talk, I ask him what he thinks the gender will be. He always says a girl. But I state a boy. When I do, he starts yelling at me before walking away leaving me crying myself to sleep. I think I'm losing him'

Flipping the page a couple of more ahead I read on.

'Saturday, 15/7 - I'm scared. John has started beating me and talk about mumble jumbo scaring me. I have bruises on my arms and legs, but he never does it so bad that or hurt the baby. He's been giving me drinks with oily liquid in it, and it taste like poison. My night mares have gotten worser. A girl with blonde hair has been appearing in my dream killing people with her bare hands.
And a boy with golden eyes trying to talk to her.
Blood, and more blood. I wake up sweating. I'm scared I will lose the baby from stress. I'm horrible scared.'

Flipping a couple ahead I start reading more.

'Monday, 12/8 - Last night john took me out. Made me wear a beautiful white dress, that was baggy every were but my stomach. He took me by a river making me sit down on the dirt. He took out a big book filled with lots of ruins that I have never seen. He would mumble the words before a massive light came out of the river reviling a winged thing. It had no eyes. It's face as pale as snow. It's wings were long with gold tips.
The thing spoke with John about my baby but very harshly. Before I know it, it turns to me and says "your child will fight in war, be part of something more then you will see. 3 born children on full moons will be part of war. You child will be cursed and be apart of this. A child with golden eyes with fight for love while your child will fight for vengeance. Gods chosen child will gain her powers at the age of 16. You have be warned!"
Then the thing suddenly disappears. Looking over to john he lay on his back with a hole gaping through his chest. I screamed for him. I loved him.'

Closing the book I stare at it shocked. This must of have been Jason's mothers diary.
And she dreamt of me. Oh my! If this is talking about me... I must be a child of god..... Wow!