A'mora pov
Once again here I was in my feelings it's 1:00am and I was out on the balcony smoking a bluntlistening to Beyoncè - Resentment
Loved you more than ever
More than my own life
The best part of me I gave you
It was sacrifice
And it's all because you liedI only give you a hard time
Cause I can't go on and pretend like
I tried and I tried to forget this
But I'm too damn full of resentmentI know she was attractive but I was here first
Been riding with you for six years
Why did I deserve to be treated this way by you, you
I know you're probably thinking "what's up with B"
I been crying for too long what did you do to me?
I used to be so strong, but now you took my soul
I'm crying can't stop crying, can't stop crying
You could have told me that you wasn't happy
I know you didn't wanna hurt me
But look what you done to me now
I gotta look at her in her eyes
And see she's had half of me (you lie)
How could you lie? (You lie)I knew by know my eyes were red from me crying and the smoking getting into my eye. I just don't understand what am I doing wrong? everything seems to be going right for my best friend Kamari 🥺 don't get me wrong I'm happy for her but sometimes I just wish I could have what she haves 💔 my happiness never lasts forever ... and I'll never know why.
I started starring off into space thinking of everything possible..
"was I not good enough"
"am I not pretty"
"am I ugly"
I just couldn't figure it out man 😭 I lit another blunt and replayed the song 💔 couple minutes in the song playing I heard someone come outside i turned around to see who it was and it was just Kamari.."what's wrong pookie" she's said.
Kamari pov
I got woken up by my sleep by some music being played I got out of bed and slid my house shoes on to see who was playing music at this time of night.. I heard the music coming from the balcony so that's where I went too only to see A'mora smoking a blunt.Soon as she turned around to see who it was I seen that her face was stained with tears 🤧 I hated seeing my bestfriend cry.. "what's wrong pookie" I said. I sat down beside her and waited for her to answer "nothing" she lied and said. "Cmon man you know I know you more than anybody I know when somethings wrong talk to me" I said.
"Man I just wish I could have what you have with nephew" she said. when A'mora said that it kind of took me by surprise "what do you mean" I asked her
"You have everything and good and always have" 😭 she said while crying I got up and hugged her. "nothing ever good lasts for me bro I'm sick of it I'm sick of being tired I'm sick of crying I'm sick of all of it why can't I be happy like you bro" 💔 she said said while breaking down crying."A'mora I don't have anything good me & nephew go through stuff just like everybody else we just know how to get pass the obstacles and become one again boo I'm sorry that you're feeling this way but I promise ima be here for you through anything you know I got you forever best friend" I said while hugging her and wiping her tears.
"I just don't feel happy 🤧 I'm broken bestfriend nothing can fix this" she said while crying more.Ugh I wish there was something I could do for my bestfriend ☹️ I hate seeing her cry and hurt..
"I love you bestfriend but you need to get some rest and it's getting cold out here come on" I told her. She put the blunt out and came inside the house i shut and locked the balcony door back.. I decided to sleep in her room with her to keep her comfort 💙Amora pov
after Kamari made me put my blunt out & come inside I just slowly walked to my room I wasn't even in the mood for anything 🥺 if I could leave I promise I would but I have a son who needs me and I'm trying to be here for him but shit is getting tough. I have no clue what I'm going to do I got in my bed and put the cover over my body 3 seconds later I felt a dip in my bed which I knew was Kamari."It's gonna get better I promise best friend" Kamari said. "I love you & all but When when exactly it going to get better huh Kamari" I said while breaking down crying I was so sick of this bs I just closed my eyes and forced myself to sleep.
Nobody's pov
"I love you too" Kamari said all quietly her heart hurt for A'mora 🥺💔 soon enough Kamari pushed every though she was thinking to the back of her head and decided to go to sleep.I know this chapter isn't much but I felt like updating soo 🤷🏽♀️
poor A'mora
do y'all think Kamari is going to make A'mora get back to her happy self or will things get worse 😳??
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