HEARTBURN • Noen Eubanks

Frustration [R Rated]

Noen, noen, noen...

You stupid fucking prick. You did that? You really fucking went there. An angry mind overpowered a loving heart as Evelyn ran as fast as she could from that forsaken house.

So... so he really isn't over her. He never was. Never. Fucking. Was.

The tears that rolled down her face, they were so painful, they ruined all that make up she tried so hard to put on, to look pretty. To look like Noen's girlfriend. So he could brag, so he wouldn't be ashamed, ... so she could feel like she's worth something. So she could be the prettiest and Noen wouldn't look at other girls.

Her mind burns with anger, her body doesn't know what to do with itself as she suddenly just plops down on the side of the road, looking so helpless and hurt.

From a passing by person's prespective, she'd look like a kid that didn't get her candy, but she's actully torn inside.

She sobs, cries, she feels sorry and angry for herself. All her emotions come at once as she just sits there on the cold hard ground for a good ten minutes.

Somewhere in her heart, she sits and waits hoping that Noen will show up any second now, running after her. But she looked around and he's nowhere to be seen.

In her mind she was angry at Noah... so goddamn angry she'd kill the bitch. But at the end of the day it wasn't her who kissed Noen. It was the other way around.

She wiped her tears away, tried fixing her clothes a bit and stood up, making her way to her mom's place.

She barely even spoke to the woman, but she had nowhere else to go.

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"Evelyn?" The door cracks open as an older woman peaks out at her, opening the door fully for the girl to enter.

The woman seems surprised. But in a good way.

"What happened to you darling? You look..." Evelyn shoots a glare towards her mom and the woman shuts up instantly. The two sit down on the couch as Evelyn's mother, Hazel gently wraps her arms around the frustrated girl.

"Is it that boy?" The woman snarls with a displeased look on her face as she lightly brushes the hair out of Evelyn's face with her fingers.

"...Yes." She simply replies, her voice cracking a tad bit.

The woman sighs, looking frustrated for her daughter. "I'm glad you've come to me, sweetpea. You know I've always got your back." Hazel smiles and lightly pokes the girl's nose, making her crack a soft grin as she looks down.

Evelyn had been avoiding her mother for a very long time now, yet the woman always was waiting for her with her arms open. Hazel was a hooker, a cougar, an escort. You name it, she's all that.

Her appearance of course astonishing for her age as she's definitely looking more alive than Evelyn at this point.

"Darling, you should go wash up okay? We'll talk more if you like. I don't want you to catch a cold." Hazel stands up, pulling the petite girl up with her too. She'd only sighed and did what her mother told her. Listening to her for once and going up the stairs to the bathroom.

She knows her way around this house, she grew up here. Her dad had abandoned them both when Evelyn was just a tiny nugget in her Mom's belly.

Noen doesn't know that Evelyn even has a mom. She'd be too embarrassed to tell her fuckboy boyfriend about her cougar mother.

As the girl had finally cleaned all that black make up off of her face and changed into some fresh clothes, she went straight to her room.

Eyes tearing the whole night as she laid there, looking at her phone and all the missed calls and messages from tons of people. Mostly Kyle. Yet none from Noen...

She even got a message from Noah. The girl had gone mad, how did she even get her number??

[Text] I'm sorry it turned out this way, but it was inevitable. We've been talking for awhile now. - Noah.

Evelyn typed and deleted probably twenty times, wanting to cut this girl's head off. Why was she talking to Noen if she knew that they're dating. Why, why, why?!

On the other hand Evelyn knows that Noen is a freakishly good looking guy and the two had some history, so it's a no brainer that this could've happened.

Besides... Noah is way prettier than her.

The girl turns her phone off and rolls on her side, looking at her window as she closes her eyes and tries to forget for at least 5 minutes. And it works, she dozes off calmly and dreams of a nightmare.

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The sunrays tickle Evelyn's skin as she wakes up, she hears a slight rumble downstairs and thinks her mother is probably making breakfast.

She doesn't hurry to get out of bed as she blankly stares up at the ceiling, until she hears even more rumbling down stairs. She finally gets up and goes downstairs to check what the heck is going on.

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Little does she know that there's an actual threesome happening in the middle of the living-room.

Her mother's mouth showed with male genitalia as another old man fucks her from the back. They're all moaning and moving around. Slapping her cheek and bottom to get more reactions out and the woman seems to be enjoying herself too. Jesus... she's disgusting.

Evelyn almost throws up in her mouth and instantly remembers why she's promised herself not to step foot in this house. She quickly gathers her stuff and runs the fuck out, still so fucking grossed out. At least she won't be needing breakfast.

The girl wanders around town, visits the places she used to go to in her early teens with her nerdy friends from school. Also meets a classmate, just a simple transaction of hello's and how are you's.

Noen bugs her mind as she sits in a pizza place.  Noen this, Noen that. Jesus, Evelyn get ahold of yourself. He's a disgusting disappointment. Stop it. Stop thinking about him.... Stop..think-.. ing....

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Here's another update for yall. Hope you like it! This chapter is focused on Evelyn's point of view and how she feels... This is a longer chapter, do you like shorter or lingering more? 💖

-Sourkid