✔ Mr. Swaeg • Min Yoongi FF // Completed

Chapter 39 : Really?

[06.30.2020]

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Yoongi POV

I hurried home, excited and nervouse to bring Y/N all her food.

As I went in the house I see the guys cleaning and I looked at all of them as they stared at me and then the food.

"I need to say something to all of you later. I'll come back out." I quickly say and they all nod.

I walk infront of the room of Y/N.

I turned the door knob but it was locked.

I knock on the door and hear a faint question from the other side.

"*sniffle*Who is it?" I barely hear her voice,

"Its me." I answer sounding as worried as I actually am,

"Why are you here? Aren't you supposed to be with Jiyoo?" She stubbornly asks as I hear her quiet sobs through the cracks of the door.

"I was. I need to talk to you Y/N...please." I ask.

After a few seconds, I hear the door unlock, see Y/N run back on the bed as I enter the dark room now with Y/N on the middle of the bed sitting down with an indian seat.

"I brought food. Right you always wanted these?" I ask as I was about to put them on the bed infront of her.

"Put them on the table." She says sternly with still a hint of unstability in her voice because she just cried,

"Ok*sits infront of Y/N*Beh... So I thought of it really thoroughly and I realized, You're the one I need and want.

Not Jiyoo.

I don't know why I started becoming so attached to her again yesterday but I realized. Youre the one I really love. Not her." I explain staring into the eyes that didn't return the gaze,

"Why were you hesitant? Was I not good enough? Was I not worth it? Was I not a good girlfriend? Was I not as good as her?" She asks now looking down as I see her tears dropping on the mattress like rain drops on a rainy day,

"You always were. You were more than enough. It was just that my stupid mind...I dont know how to explain it, but after thinking-" I tried to explain more,

"Oh, so you still needed to think about how you felt about me? Isn't love something you feel and understand already after you felt it once? So you thought twice if all the moments we were spending our seconds together if it was love or not?" She asks now staring intently at me.

I attempt to wipe her tears with my thumb as she moves her face away, I try again as I now cup her cheeks.

"My mind might actually be more stupid than my heart. I'm so sorry beh. I will never ever do that again i'm so sorry.

Please forgive me, please please please forgive me. I want-no...I need you back. I'm sorry for hurting you...so badly..." I beg her as I put my forehead against hers, she lightly punched my chest as her tears flooded out.

"You suck! Why didn't you tell me you rap? Why are you so urggghhh!!!" She exclaims as I pout,

"Sorry. It was because I wanted to make it a surprise. Since you know...I was planning something for you." I reply softly staring at her beautiful (E/C) eyes.

"Im still mad at you. So now, my punishment is that...You should get me back. Who knows how break up, was one of the options to this problem." She says while she was sniffling her nose.

I saw the side of her elbow and saw that there was a wound, I quickly looked at it breaking our mind reading meditation and looked at it from the side, it looks painful and I can't believe I did that.

I took a hold of her hands,

"I dont want to lose you.I'll fix my own mistakes. I'll help you heal your elbow and I'll help mend your heart. I'll do everything. I want you to be mine again." I say I stared at her eyes the whole time as her eyes watered some more and I lean in for a quick forehead kiss as she giggled.

I'm gonna get her back.

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A/N: HAI So yes fast updates now idk why. Thank you for readdiiingggg*vv*♡♡♡