✔ Mr. Swaeg • Min Yoongi FF // Completed

Chapter 47 : Back

[05.27.2020]

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Y/N POV

After our goodbyes and hugs as well as gifts, we go to the airport to fly back to Korea.

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All members separate ways to go back to their respective homes, including Yoongi and I. Yoongi dropped me off in my apartment before he went home.

After the flight, for a few days straight, I plan to stay at home by myself just to have some alone time to reflect and absorb all the events that just happened.

Ofcourse I told the guys about it, especially Yoongi and Micah.

They said as long as I eat properly without their supervision, its fine.

Yoongi said its fine as well because its not like he owns me and nost especially because he understands why I need it.

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I wake up later than usual, 11:54 a.m. I still feel exhausted with all the obstacles, problems and events that happened back in the Philippines.

It made me mentally exhausted.

I love Yoongi too much, don't I?

When did I start being so understanding for him?

When did I start forgiving people so easily?

I usually give them silent treatment and sulk but when it came to him, I just miss him so much.

And he's my fricking fiance.

Like fuckajajaj how happy can I be?

I never knew I could be this happy.

Frick

He's what makes my world go round and make my adrenaline rush through my veins.

I would always be willing to live the rest of my life beside that sparkling grandpa turtle, anytime.

Never knew that so much can happen in a span of two weeks.

We fought involving his first love, then we fought involving Namjoon, then we fought involving Jungkook then boom.

We're all good and I got myself a fiance.

Such an unpredictable outcome.

I wonder...

Will there be a day he'll get sick of me again?

I tightly shut my eyes close and sigh,

"We never know."

I shrug everything off and sit up.

I check my phone, its reads 1:06 p.m.

I stand up to get myself a bowl of cereal,

After I got my cereal, I check my notifications and such,

After I ate and cleaned up after myself, I got back on my bed,

So much thoughts just kept crossing my mind, feelings of excitement, nervousness, joy and anxiety keeps pumping me and it makes my heart hurt of some sort, I seriously just can't get over our big fight.

That fight explained and showed a lot.

I hope that there will be a day that I won't have to think about all this and I don't have to be so anxious about myself.