Damaged Love

Chapter 1

- " TELL ME WHY IM WAITING FOR SOMEONE THAT DOESN'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ME"

tell me why im waiting-Timmies ft shiloh

Akira pov

"ughhh..another day.."

i woke up groggy as shit as my music blasted in my room, it was still dark outside when i looked at my clock it said 4:30 am i laid there debating on going on my runs, see i only do that to clear my head mostly when i have my night terrors but I've gotten so used to having them im not phased by them anymore its almost a nightly reminder on the shit ive gone through in my life 

**bzzz**

Maybe Alex- I Miss you.. i knw your up talk to me i love you..you cnt keep ignorin me ma she didnt mean nothin to me plese 

i just looked at my phone and with that i put on my Adidas jogging pants and my sports bra and grabbed my shoes and started running before i knew it i was balling my tears out and i was half way across town my chest felt like it was on fire Alex was my first love she was the first woman that i thought i truly belonged with we met 6 years ago we were still very young but we were in love or so i thought our whole relationship was amazing she kept me happy kept a smile on my face and i had er back with everything she did but this year i was realizing she was coming home really late "working late" see she worked security but coming home at some 3am was not hitting right with me so i started digging and found out she was cheating on me with some fem she met at her job and i blew up so when she got home her bags were packed outside i wasnt hearing any of her bullshit i swear she was out there for like 3 hours or some shit screaming and banging on the door cuz i changed the locks on her ass i havet talked to her since and its killing me because i still fucking love her with everything in me...

**bzzz**

JayBug- ITS 7AM where are you work in two hours and your not home im in your living room bro waiting on you

Me- i went out on a run coming back now bro relax smoke a blunt for me cuz i know itll be done by the time i get home

JayBug- its already halfway gone nigga lol just hurry up dont wanna be lat opening up on a Saturday morning we both got high class appointments  

Me- coming coming nigga damn catching a lyft

i love my best friend but i swear she gets on my damn nerves at times i keep forgetting i gave her a key to my house she be showing up all unannounced but if it it wasn't for her id be dead right now when me and Alex broke up it took a toll on me where i was thinking in all the wrong places and i literally drunk myself to the point where i was being reckless getting into fights at clubs  this guy shot at me he missed thank god but still and here YOU DONT DO THAT you never know who you fucking with she was there for me through the whole break up and i thank her but now i dont tell her that shes been texting me i dont want her to worry

**30 mins later**

i pulled up to my house jay was knocked out on the couch i laughed as i took a picture and posted it on snap i know she got a load of hoes on there they gonna go crazy trying to figure out who took her pic oh well i headed straight up to my room did my hygiene i wasnt dressing too over the top today i let my curls out today with my black beanie ripped black jeans and my black shirt just wanna get the day over with and get paid

"JAY WAKE YA BUM ASS UP NIGGA"

the way she jumped out her sleep made me laugh and mean mugged me

"tf you over here yelling and shit sounding like mommy, thought i was home again bout to get my ass beat dont do that shit bro"

"well you the one here drooling on my brand new couch and come on lets go to work got a long day ahead of us"

"yeah yeah dont remind me"

as i walked outside i saw a card sticking in my car window  saying "punkin" i snatched it before jay could see and stuffed it in my pocket i already knew it was from Alex she was the only one to ever call me Punkin i hit my head on my steering wheel to gather my thoughts turnned on my car and followed behind jay to work in silence

**20mins later**

weve pulled up and opened up shop im getting all my clippers together and putting my clients in order on my station i have a 10am 12pm and 2pm and then of course we go half on walk ins im chilling in my chair until my first client come in and with tht saying hes early

"and here goes our day bro ayo turn on the music nigga"

(Akira in media)