Damaged Love

Chapter 15

Akira POV
I'm done I'm really done with finding love first Alex now D I hopped on the first plane home and didn't look back I want no parts of LA no more she was my last try and I have no more to give she really broke me to the point I feel completely empty...dead even as I sat on my grandmothers bed wallowing in the darkness I started to feel chills go up my arms

"What do you want Alex.."

"No one will love you I told you dumbass..you're too weak.."

I looked up as she was sitting at the edge of the bed she looked exactly the same the way she died but her voice was more raspy more..evil

"What is this my punishment huh.."

"Nahhh this is my way of telling you to give up you know where she keeps the gun..end it" as she got closer to my face

her blood dropped onto my skin I felt how cold her hands were but not once did I show fear I'm done showing reactions I'm done showing any type of emotion I got up and walked to the basement grabbed the henny and everclear I grabbed on my way from the airport cracked those bitches open and downed the henny and half of the everclear

"What you gone do drown yourself in liquor going out like a bitch arnt we"

"Alex do me a favor..suck my dick you piece of shit"

She smirked at me and I walked off into the room my phone buzzed I didn't wanna bother by looking at it it was either Jay or D and I was not in the mood for neither of them but it kept buzzing so I took it off the charger to throw it but I saw a unknown number 3 times
Unknown number-:// picture file//:
Unknown number-I'm sorry for you to find out like this but this wasn't the first time I tried to get her to stop but she kept saying how she needed a fems touch I didn't know if she told you anything or nothing at all I wanted to let you know before she she came up with anything we were together before a long time ago she did the same thing to me and I left her I came back for a job and things escalated I'm really sorry I didn't know y'all were serious personally I didn't think she would stoop that low with a stud and do her like that
I read it and couldn't have been more broken then before my world literally broke she cheated more than once I wasn't enough I was never enough my cheeks were wet the water in my eyes filled I couldn't hold it in anymore

"WHYYYYYYY"

I went under the bed unlocked the black box grabbed the gun and curled up in the bed and stared off in the darkness with my hand clenching the trigger up to my chin Alex was standing in the corner smiling laughing lowly as she backed off into the darkness part of the corner as she faded away and I slowly slipped into my own darkness listening to the whistling of the wind blow through the bushes then...nothing...
Denay POV
I was now in the home state of akira I feel so nervous I brought dudsy with me I know he misses her it's at least a 2 hour drive to her grandmothers house I just hope she'll listen to me I can't lose her she was my everything I know I fucked up but I didn't cheat I didn't want lura I was drunk off my ass she set me up that's the last thing I want is for kira and I not to be together just wondering the things going on in her head
2 hours later
We pulled up to this beautiful blue country side house with these amazing roses in the front yard it was such a calming atmosphere with the swing in the front porch I let dudsy run around he's going crazy he's never seen such land to just play in he just took off soon as I sat him down

"Sit here and keep a look out"

"Yes boss"

Slowly I crept up to the door I had no idea how she would feel I wanted to be as gentle as I could as I was knocking I heard dudsy going crazy in the back so I walked around and saw the an angel she had let her hair down had on her bandana leggings with a button up jersey and black vans when we locked eyes we both froze I wanted to pull her into a kiss I missed her touch so much her voice her..everything..
Her face was screaming at me how hurt she was you can tell how broken

"Akira.."