Damaged Love

Chapter 13

Akira pov
I was finally starting to relax in bed it was raining like crazy outside I made it dark turning the tv off the only light I had was the candle lit on the dresser the room felt so empty cuz D was in her office on the phone with someone dudsy was the only company I had cuddled up on my legs I'm so exhausted with all this drama going on the first time I finally get someone good and it comes with nothing but drama
Is it all worth it..I think I'm falling for her..could I be..
Dudsy started growling there was no one there so I smacked him on his leg
"Boy calm down no one there come on I'm sleepy"
I opened the covers so he'd get under with me
Dream**
I was back home with my family I was up in my room playing with my dolls I had to be no more then 8 my mom opened the door to show me this pink dress she wanted me to wear on Sunday
"Hey punkin mommy got you a pretty lil dress for Easter"
I shook my head
"No thankyou"
"What you mean no thankyou it's pretty isn't it"
"No I'd much rather wear this"
Walking to my closet I pulled out a black pants suit with white button up with a black bow tie
"Sweetie that's for boys and we've had this discussion you are a girl and girls wear dresses now your going to wear this dress or do I have to get your father"
"Nah I'm good then I won't go"
"Who you talking to your the kid I'm the parent"
"I'll be fine"
SLAP**
She grips me up from the ground and shakes me
"You'll be fine hell YOU ARE A GIRL YOU ARE NOT A BOY!! Did the lesson he taught you before not get through your thick ass skull im telling your father maybe he gotta teach yo ass again and don't ever talk to me like that"
It didn't phase me not one bit
"Sure go ahead you always do"
She looked as if she had fire in her eyes burning a hole through my skull
"If you would mind getting out my face i'd very much appreciate it"
She punched me in the back of my head
I've bout had with their shit anyway and nothing gets to me anymore I was ready to run away anyway and go to my grandmothers house I loved her so much she doesn't hit me like they do she doesn't let anything happen to me but she's sick she talked about leaving things with me when I got older but I never paid much attention to that I just wanted to be with my gma I heard my fathers car pull up
"Fuck.."
10 mins go by and I hear my father stomping up the stairs
"Akira!!"
"..."
He boomed through my door his face was red as hell
The monster has been unleashed..
He gripped me by my throat pinning me against the wall I clawed his hands as I was slowly loosing consciousness
"YOU HAVE LOST YOUR GOD DAMN MIND IF YOU THINK YOULL BE DRESSING UP LIKE THAT YOU ARE MY DAUGHTER NOT MY SON ILL BE GOD DAMNED IF YOU END UP LIKE MY SISTER!!"
I couldn't breath I kicked him in his nuts as he hunched over I pushed my tv off my dresser and it fell on him I grabbed my bag I had packed a while ago and jumped out the window luckily my room was on ground level I ran as fast as I could to my grandmothers house she lived across town it took me 2 hours to get there but when I got there it was quiet and that wasn't normal snuck through my room window
"Gma?!"
"...."
Walking to her room she was in her bed I shook her
"Gma??"
She didn't budge so I shook her harder my heart was racing I didn't wanna believe it
"GMA!?"
"..."
I stared at my sunshine she was my heart my real mother as I called her and she was gone in front of me she looked peaceful but I was in shambles I climbed in bed with her and held her hand for a while I didn't want leave her side just yet
"I promise gma I promise you I will be true to myself I love you."
I kissed her hand..and let go of her..
Dream over**
"Akira?"
I felt someone shaking me and my face wet
"Huh?"
"You crying in your sleep..you okay?"
I wiped my face
"I'm okay baby just a memory"
"Alex?"
"No my gma.."
She pulled me to her it's okay honey she rubbed my back
"D?"
"Yes?"
"I love you.."
"I love you most hun"

Sorry for the wait didn't know what I wanted to do
_breezy🖤💕