Love Behind the Limelights (TitleCooheart)

Chapter 7

Plagiarism is a CRIME.

Beware of grammatical errors.
Authornim is not good in english.
I love ya all
EnJoy!!

Cooheart' POV

Welcome back to Chiang Mai Coo.

Its been a week since that memorable night with Tle.
My first day here in Chiang Mai doesn't start yet, but I am start to missing Bangkok, I mean Title in specific.
Why i felt like my heart was left in Bangkok. Left to him.

I am now at Chiang Mai Airport waiting for Jay to fetch me up.

"Baby!!!" I heard a familiar voice.
It's Jay.
I tried to compose myself to look happy when I see him. He smile at me so wide while walking towards me.
I feel so guilty seeing how happy Jay is now that finally after almost 4 months we see each other again.
But why I'm not feeling the same way as he is?I

He wrapped me with his warm hug.
I cant hug him back. What's wrong with you Coo??

I bit my lip hoping that he won't notice my sudden changes.

He kiss my temple.
I fake a smile on him as an answer

"Tired from the trip?" he ask scraping my hair that is covering my face. His other hand still on my waist.

"Kinda. The trip is too wiggled due to the weather. It made me feel dizzy." I lied.
He smiled at me and get my luggages.

Jay walked first, leading me to his car.

"I'm sorry Jay. I really do." i whispered and follow him.

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Title

"Hey! Since when you learn how to drink alcohol!" P'Big rants makes Title annoyed!

"Phi can you stop nagging? My eardrums hurt. huk!" He manage to speak over his hicupps.

It's been a week.
A week has passed with out Earth with him.
His dinner become blunt. His days become wasted. He feel so lost and unwanted.

"Did Khun Amita know this na Kirati?" He yelled putting his right hand on his waist while standing in front of the drunk young man.

Title is on P'Big's apartment. He don't want to go home with his state. His mom will probably hit him or worst, skin him alive.

He tried to seat properly on the sofa.
He was so sobber.He felt his head spinning really hard.
He puts his index finger on his lips. Gesturing a hush on P'Big.

"hik! ssshh.hik! Phi Don't let mom know this please.Hik! And can I sleep here just..Hik! for tonight. i promise ill behave hik! ."

P'Big heave a sigh as a surrender.
He seat next to him and carress his back.

Title's shoulder starts to shake.
His sobs are now audible.

"P' why is it hard to accept that you're in love with someone that can't never be yours. Why do i need to feel my first love like this?" Tle's wraps the silent room with his cries.

"In the first place you know he is with someone right? But you still continue to love him.You are the one who let this happen Title. You have all the chance in the world to escape this but you did'nt. You still pushing yourself. Earth will not be happy seeing you in this situation Title." P'Big calmly said while hushing him.

"P' i feel he loves me too. But why he left me like he does't even gave me any love."

P'Big sigh after sigh.

"Let's say he loves you. But do you think that love you known is more than the love he has for his lover? I know how hurt it was. But there is no love in a shortwhile Title. Maybe you misunderstood things or should i say, misinterpret it. Sometime it looks like he cares because your special, but the truth there is, he care because he needs to. That's it. "

"P' this was so absurd! So unfair!" He shouted while still crying.

P'Big hugs him to give him his comfort.

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Title's POV

I was awaken by the heat strikes on my face.
The ray of sun is Passing through the glass window.

I tried to stand up but i feel how heavy my head was. Its somewhat cracking. It's really hurts.
But you know what makes me hurt?

Remembering the last morning with P'Earth.
I remember how innocent he is while sleeping in my arms.

I miss him more. Instead of looking forward every morning, I lookback.
Lookback at the days that I have him. I called him mine.

I hold my head, its start to hurt again.

"Arrggg!! Fucking hurts! I won't drink again!"
I said messing up my hair.

"You must! because I wont let you come here again drunk." P'Big butts in came from his mini kitchen.

"I'm really sorry Phi. It wont happen again i promise."

P'Big just nods his head.

"You better eat first before going back home. Your mom kept on calling me. He is so worried."

I follow him back on the kitchen to have our breakfast.

Let's start the day right Tle.
It will go back to its normal cycle with no P'Earth on your life.

Cooheart's POV

"Where do you want to go today Baby?"
Jay asks in the middle of our breakfast.

He went here this early in the morning just to have breakfast with me.

"I just want to stay at home. Tomorrow is Monday. I have a lot of things to do on school. I am 2 months late on my classes." I said bluntly.

It's not purely my intention to treat Jay this way. But i don't want to force myself to the things that is not meant by my heart.

Jay held my hand resting in the table.

"I'm sorry." he said softly.
I stop on drinking my coffee and look at him

"I'm sorry for always bringing a fight when you were in Bangkok. I only misses you." he said in pleading tone.

I pulled my hands and hold the coffee mug again.

"I do understand. If were in your shoes i will do the same. Because i know the feeling of missing someone." I said looking at my coffee mug.

I heard him sigh..

"So how's your stay there?" He asks again initiating a conversion. But i dont feel talking at him. Damn i am so rude.

"Its fine. Jay can i go back to sleep after this? I just want to have more time of rest before going to school tomorrow.

I stand up on my seat and walks towards my room and locks it.

"He maybe tired on his trip here. Hope you understand Jay. Try to visit him again later this afternoon." i hear mom said to Jay at the front of my room.

I seat on the door and lean on it. I feel. how heavy my heart now. I hug my knees and bow my head.

"I'm sorry Jay. I promise i'll be fine, We will be fine. Just give me more time." i said then my tears stream down my face.

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