Love Behind the Limelights (TitleCooheart)

Chapter 11

Plagiarism is a CRIME.
Bear with mistakes, not been proofread.
Luv yah!

Title's

"Okay one! more ! lift your chin a bit! that's nice!..."

Sound of shuttering cameras and the directive voice of the photographer are playing along with the piano song from the speaker.

I am in a photoshoot for a marketing ads

The theme was something cute and bubbly.
It reminds me of P'Earth. If i dont know his real fullname, i rather think CUTENESS is his surname.

Right after a several poses and captured shots,
the make-up artist walks towards me for some retouch.

"Title, just standby for a couple photoshoot." The photographer said with his baritone voice.

Couple Photoshoot?
so i have a partner?

I sit on the couch near the editor's table while looking for the captures photo of mine the a few minutes ago.

"You can now call the next model." the photographer assistant went through a closed cubicle where they done my make up and wardrobe.

I waited for the next model to come out there.

My eyes widen when i see the person inside the cubicle. I unconsiously stand on my seat and look after him in a slowmotion.
I froze as he pays a single stare on me, But it was an emotionless stare. It was blank.

When was the last time i saw those expressive brown eyes? How come that today it was that expressive. Fuck!! Why suddenly i miss him. I miss P'Earth.

Im just staring for the whole time he is in the camera. He still the adorable and cute bunny I knew more than 6 months now.
I feel someone's hand on my shoulder.

"You okay? I'm sorry for not telling you this, you might refuse if ill tell you." P'Big apologizes.

"Phi,when i was about to move on and forget the things happened between us, faith still knocking into my heart. Do does faith want me to stay here  at the lowest point?" I said mindlessly, my eyes ate tucked on the guy smiling at the camera.

I feel my eyes hot, i bit my lips to avoid it from trembling. I can't compose myself. Do i really deserve to be this down and drown?

I averted my gaze when he stares at me.
I walks out before my eyes start to storm again.

why am i this weak?
I am like a superman and P'Earth is my kryptonite.

Coo's

I want to hug him, when i saw him earlier at the couch sitting.
I'm looking at him from a far a while ago. I need to be distant tho my heart protest in every action i made.
Why is it hard not to look after him?
I badly miss Title, I am not hypocrite to say that i did not miss him. But i need to avoid him. I don't want him to think the same way again.

I feel his glances while I am having my solo shoot. But my eyes betrayed me when i keep my eyes on him.

We share a stare for a short while.
My hands sweated, my heart beats fast seeing him hurt with red eyes.
Damn my panda still in pain. He averted his stares and walk out of the room.
My heart melts.

"Earth! Earth!" I heard P'Klensch.
My focus left me.
I look at Phi and to the photographer.

"I'm sorry" only words escapes on my lips then followed Title.

I saw him leaning on the wall. I heard his sobs. I feel my body shaking for i don't know reason.
My heart crashes little by little like it was smashed with a hammer.
I walk slowly towards him even my knees are weak.

"Title," I can't recognised my voice.
I gulp the lump on my throat and release a deep sigh.

I gathered all the courage in my system not to breakdown. Title is my kind if weakness.

"Phi.. Why? Why it still hurt? i followed what you wish me to do. But its fucking hurt!" I froze. His cries made me bleed inside.
Tears escape on my eyes when he started to cry loudly.

"I'm sorry." I whispered. I tried not to touch him but  my heart is indeed a betrayal.

I held him on my arms. I miss his warmed.

"Phi stop this. I dont want to give this shit a wrong assumption." He tried to pulled out my hands around him.

I hush him while caressing his back.
I can't see him like this. He is not the Title i met before! fuck you Katsamonnat! What did you do??

"Do what you think it is babe." i said with a crack voice. I lifted his shoulder and look at his wetted eyes.

He looks at me clueless.
I held his both cheeks and tiptoed to give him a peck on his lips.

Damn you Earth! you give him another false hope.

"Earth!" i heard someone called my name.
we both startled and try to fix ourselves.

"You ok, you two?" P'Klensch asked confusely.
"Yeah.. we just missed each other." Title lied and give me a weak smile then look at the lady in front of us.
He rested his arms on my shoulder as my hand automatically embraces his waist.

"Okay. hurriedly back inside, your shoot is not yet done Earth." She said then get back inside.

We both took a deep sigh.
I held his hand.
"We will talk after the shoot ok? I'm sorry." I said and my tears start on streaming again.

He squishes my hand and hush me.

"Yes, we will. I want things be cleared. I want to hear your explanations phi. I can wait." He slouches a bit and give me a peck on my temple.

Why does his kisses giving me this kind of feeling?? Why,i was so ecstatic with his touches.
I nodded like a little kid. I gave him one more look and went back inside.

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