Love Behind the Limelights (TitleCooheart)

Chapter 8

Plagiarism is a CRIME.
Beware of grammatical error.
This is not prood read,so please bare with my mistakes.
Love love!!

3 months later

Jay's POV

"Ai'Jay! can you please fetch Coo? He is so sobber. Why did you let him drink to hell!" Toktak his bestfriend called.

3 months has passed when Coo went back from Bangkok.
Coo changes a lot. He become cold and hot headed. He rarely talks to me like I'm not existing. I'm not his boyfriend. He always refuses me everytime i ask him to go out. He always made excuses. I nearly think that he don't want my presence at all.

I don't know how to feel by his sudden change of traits on me.
Now, all i can do is always gave my best understanding on his every actions.

"God Jay. Finally you came. Are you both on a fight? he kept on crying and pleading for your forgiveness." Toktak said the time i step my feet on her place.

I went straight to where Coo is resting.
I clicked the door a bit, i saw Coo standing, is he  talking to someone on phone? He is badly drunk.
I peak on the small open door and attentively listening to what he is saying.
Is he crying?
I feel all the hurt in the world when i see Coo crying.

"Please help me to move on not to go on. Ssshh.. Stop babe please. I'm hurting too.
This is not right, We both know that.. Lets forget all the things between us." I heard him sobs like that was the worst heartche in his life.

I can't move. I was so stun. What he just say?
Move on? Between them? who? Babe?
How to think? My mind is full of questions. My heart can function well.. I am not drunk but i feel like the alcohol is droning me.

I'm about to turn my back at the door when i heard a loud  noise inside.
I hurried run,I saw Cooheart lying on the floor lying on his stomach while swimming with his own vomit.

"Baby what have you done? You're so wasted." i said as i came near him and trying him to lift up.

"Jay. You're here." He said smiling, caressing my cheek. 

"Let's go home." I said while carrying him out of the room.

I can't think properly. I don't know how to handle him in this situation.
Is he really with other guy? is he cheating on me?
I'm damn clueless..

I bid my goodbye to Toktak as i saw her on the garden.

"I'll be sending Coo home. Thanks for calling me."
Toktak smile at me. She is also drunk.

"No worries. Give Coo a good shot tonight!" Toktak shouted.

***

I decided to sent him on my dorm.
I know Mama will be worried seeing Coo in this state.
I laid him on my bed slowly, for him not  bother his sleep.

"Jay I'm sorry. I'm really sorry." he murmured while keep on sobbing.

I sat on the side of the bed and peck a kiss on his temple.

"Your forgiven baby. Stop crying. Let me clean you first ok?" I said in most gentle way.

I went to the bathroom to get a basin of water and a towel.
I pull out his shirt that is messed with his vomits earlier.
He is now half naked in front of me. I gulp after gulp as i start scrubbing him with the soaked towel.
This is the first time i touch Coo this intimate. Yeah we are on our first year as a lover, But we havent do it yet. We always end up on wet kisses,becauses everytime i tried to initiate he always refuses.

I was tempted by seeing him like this. My manhood is now half hard.
I slouch my body to give Coo a wet kiss.
I was surprise when he start to fight back on my kisses.

"Coo.." i whispered right after we pull out on our kisses.

He snake his arms on my neck then tug me to assault my lips.
His kisses are burning. Full of desires and wants.
The smell of his vomit and the alcohol he drank  stayed on my nose as he gasps for air between are kisses.

I take the opportunity to touch his skin.
I wander his half naked body. I scrapes my burning palms on his soft milky skin.

I hear him moans.His moan give me goosebumps.
I travel my lips from his jaw down to his neck.
My eyes widen when he managed to unbutton my polo and throw it on the floor.

I savor his white chest with my lips and tongue.
I was so ecstatic when i started to suck his pinkish liitle nips.
The sensation is killing me.
His moans are so audible in my room.

"I want you Coo.." I mumbled on his ear as i unzip his shorts.

"Own me again Please." I stop on unzipping his shorts when i heard what he said. Again?
My desires envelops with shock and surprise.

My system can't perform well.
I was stiffed. I feel hot water flowing on my cheek.
How hurt it can be hearing it from the only person you love?
I try not to think of the things that really happened when he is away on me for 4 months.
I know how drunk he is, but how come did he manage to say that.

He hugs me.
Why Coo?
I'm puzzled. I'm confused.

I look at him. He is now peacefully asleep while hugging me on my waist.

"I'll wait until you tell me what is really going on. I'll try to understand it Coo even its killing me now."

My heart is totally wreck.
What did i do wrong?

***
I'm Sorry.

_Buchiloves