My Nasty Mate

Chapter 8 : Time , the doctor

A/N: If you haven't heard this song yet, YOU NEED TO HEAR IT ASAP.
I wrote this chapter listening to this song on loop. It's sad , pleasing and motivating- all at the same time.

Unknown P.O.V :

Time is inevitable, the only formidable enemy one cannot defeat but bend against. The greatest healer , as they say , " wounds heal with time".

But I think otherwise, somethings get carved like the thread on stone , leaving deep marks over time. These wounds even though hidden , are very much out there left for everyone to further infect them and judge us based on them. 

There is this cavity in my heart, that is growing hollower with time. I can feel my heart being carved out like an antiquity belonging to an ancient time when I believed in love. It's not that these days , I have stopped believing. I cannot stop believing, or I will loose my purpose, a piece of my soul , that my love carries that I still have to see , feel and meet. It's just doubt , has made a permanent residence in my heart, these past couple of years.

Yet. my love, I look for you.I look for you in every little thing of my everyday life. From the moment my eyes open , my heart stirs in the wake of you call , hoping to seek you today. From going out on walks , picking cloth at the stores , waiting for my order in a restaurant seeing a girl reading my favourite book, someone at grocery store picking my favourite vegetable , the accidental encounter or the random person next to me in bus listening to the same song that was struck in my head last nigh, my love , I look for you everywhere. 

These days I think they know I'm looking for you desperately, they look at me with the pity eyes. So I have stopped going out , that much, but I still believe in you , await for you. 

It's only to certain point can I save my wolf turning into the beast it is. The pain in heart of this longing , was mutual, I could feel my wolf stir and wrap itself in a ball inside my head.

 I get up and get out of my office, this small room is more frustrating. I need a run before I rip off someone's head seeing all the couple kissing , leaning and making out on the beach. I'd rather keep my calm then let them know how hollow I feel. I get up and try to shrug off my feelings. I need to have my mask on , the strong face , the cold one, as they all know me.

A/N : I have thought about many plot lines , many possibilities, and I'm sorry I haven't updated in a long time. It's just thinking in my head is easier than putting it out for ya'll. Forgive  me !

What do you think ? Who is the unknown person ?

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