Transformers Fanfic - Optimus x SwitchBlaze OC

Coming along.

Optimus hadn't left the infirmary since they brought Blaze back who had been in surgery the rest of the day and the entering of the evening. He was wondering if they were able to stabilize her knowing how weak she was. He never thought that he would sit here again to await news of SwitchBlaze after she got herself hurt again. But this time it was because of him. He could still hear her words in his helm of why she did it for him. She finally wanted to be with him but didn't expect it that she would sacrifice herself for him. He felt guilty about it he should have done something but SwitchBlaze wouldn't have want him to blame himself for this. She really didn't want to lose him. He was very upset as he thought about her. The thought of losing her like this would tore him apart just as he finally moved on and found a new lover he could spend the rest of his life with. Was inside getting surgery not knowing if she will survive or die. He cringed at that as he had his face in the crook of his arm while he was sitting next to one of the medberth's he tried to hold it in he had to be but it was a struggle. He was afraid, he knew that for sure not caring if anyone would see him like this. He was afraid to lose another femme he loved and because of him being Prime. Why did everything he wanted to love have to vanished or be taken away from him! He wouldn't bare it if Blaze was gone after she told him somehow wanting to be with him.

He was in his own thoughts that he didn't notice that two bots had came in to check and were next to him. One had placed her servo on his shoulder when she was close to him. He tensed up as he shook not holding it in anymore. He started to sob his pain and guilt out not bother lifting his helm to look who it was. Achlys and Bumblebee had came to see or hear any news but when they saw Optimus in here it looked like he was recharging. But when they got close to check on him if he was alright but he wasn't because he started to cry when the young femme touched his shoulder. Surprising her but Bee knew why, he was like this with Elita-1's death. The youngest brought a chair close as she sat down next to him and somehow hug the leader to try and comfort him. Her own tears from as well as she knows the feeling, she wasn't blaming him for this. She didn't want to since it was so not worth it anymore. Seeing Prime this broken because of SwitchBlaze was spark aching she didn't want any of the two to feel this but it just happened. She was also afraid, not knowing if her sister would be alright.

Bumblebee got next to his leader placing his servo on his free shoulder rubbing it. They were trying to comfort him. They knew that everything will be fine they knew SwitchBlaze is a fighter she will come through this like she has before.

Jazz had to tell Prowl about what happened and that he had to take over Optimus duties till he received the news of SwitchBlaze. He was very shock that this happened to SwitchBlaze. But nevertheless he did as Jazz told him and had everyone gathered around where the rest of the news was told to the rest of the Autobots and the humans of what happened to SwitchBlaze and that she was under surgery again. Their reaction to the news were shock and horrified to what happened to her. Lennox and Epps were shocked and wanted anymore information of why she would do this. Jazz took them to Prime's office to tell them everything SwitchBlaze said and why she did it.

Meanwhile Optimus was sitting up with his arms on the berth looking down blankly. Achlys saw that look and knew what that meant, no matter what she will say, won't be heard. She had seen it with Ironhide who had went through that with Chormia who had gotten injured badly and had gone under surgery as well. SwitchBlaze had tried to comfort him that she would be fine but he ignored her flat. Achlys hoped that Blaze was okay and she was online she didn't know how she nor Prime would handle it if she was gone. She couldn't feel SwitchBlaze in the sister bond knowing she closed it off so she couldn't feel the pain she was going through.

They were in silence for the moment till the doors open making them look up. They got up when Ratchet came out tired rubbing his left optic a bit as he had finished wiping his servos with a rag. The surgery was long and hard he knew that. He moved over to Optimus which he knew hadn't left since they took Blaze in. The three moved over to the chartreuse medic who stop in front of them. As he looked up at them with tired optics as he gave a reassuring look.