FUXK Yo FEELINS

Chapter 4: Truth is

Joslyn.

I woke up to another gift on my door step. I sent it back. Then i got ready for my work day. I had enough money to last me a while but i was a workaholic. So i went online and started looking again. Im a accountant so easy money.

Hour after many emails sent and phone calls i was hungry. So I went to this Thia food restaurant. I sat down and began to to look over the menu when my phone rang.

Hello...

Unknown Caller: Is this Joslyn Johnston

Yes may I ask who im speaking wuth.

Unknown: Yes my name is Tremaine Alexander i see that you have interest in my accountant position.

Yes i do when and where can we meet.

Tremaine: Well im out right now can you meet me at Strictly Thai.

Sure im already there.

Tremaine: Great im on my way.

After getting off the phone with Mr.Alexander I decided to only only order some Thai Tea. After a hour if waiting I was really getting hungry. So i just ordered some Wonton Thia salad.

As I waited for my food a qhandsome man came in the restaurant looking delectable. Low fade, muscular build,sexy kissable lips, and some perfect white teeth. Im inlove.

He walked over to my booth. "Hello Im Tremaine".

"Hi im Joslyn nice o finally meet you" i said standing up shaking his hand.

We talked about how he made his money (Drugs) in so many words. I didnt judge i just had one job make sure everyone got paid. Hey it isn't like i haven't done it before cash had his dabbling in drugs too. Then we started to get personal.

"How old are you" he asked looking down my shirt. "Im 22 and my eyes are on my face not down my shirt" i said flashing a fake smile. He chuckled and went on. "Do you have any felonies or convictions" he asked. "Yeah i do but it was just assault" i said receiving my food. "Okayy well you can come by my office and meet everyone" he said getting up. Just as he was about to leave drama stormed into the place. "Oh so this the hoe you been runnung around town with" the girl with some long ass acrylic nails, nappy yaky weave and smeered make up said. "I didn't even get offended i just got up paid for my food and left.

Didn't even get to eat so i ordered some Papa John's.

I was bored so i texted Gia..

Jo:wyd Gia

Gia: nun feeling under the weather

Jo: you good want me to drop some off to you

Gia: nah i got some Nyquil and gingerale.

Jo: okay get some rest ill ttyl byee....

"Okay well I have no Fucking Life" i yelled falling onto my couch.

"Im going to the club" i said dancing my way to my closet.

I pulled out my criss cross crop top, leather skinnys, and my red bottom pumps.

I hopped in the shower and lathered up with my black orchid body wash. After i was done i wrapped up in my towel and began to flat iron my hair. I pulled my hair up into a ponytail and in the front was a chinese bang. I applies light make up (eyeshadow& colored lipgloss). Once i was done with everything i put on a black lace lingerie set and my clothes.

I put on a some Chanel earrings and my chanel purse and i was out the door. I decided to drive my Benz.

At The Club...

I gave my keys to the valet and walked up to the bouncer.

"How you doing Miss Joslyn long time no see" he said opening the red rope.

"Yes i'm back" i said waving to him as i made my way to the bar.

Working for Cashmere made me give up my whole party and love life just for my job. Sucks! No more tho.

"Chanel" i yelled getting my favorite bartenders attention.

"Cheeks" she said.

"The one and only" i said hugging her over the bar.

"Long Beach" she asked referring to my favorite drink.

"Thank you, so who up in here tonight" i asked sipping my drink.

"Girl some fine ass niggas celebrating their boys birthday" she said serving another customer.

"Watch this i gotta go to the bathroom" i said sliding her my drink.

I walk past VIP and catch a familiar eye. But I keep walking he seems pre occupied.

I go into the bathroom and use it. As i come and and wash my hands i see the girl from the restaurant with her friends.

"We meet again luh hoe" she spat walking past me. I continued what i was doing because she couldn't be talking to me.

"Y'all she cant hear" she said giggling.

I laughed and walked out the bathroom. "You just gone walk past your new boss and not speak" a deep voice caught me off guard. I turned around to see Tremaine's fine ass. "Oh hey, you must be a beast in bed cause ole girl call herself confronting me" i said giving him a friendly hug.

"Man shawty crazy ignore her tho but umm you here with anybody" he askes admiring my body in my outfit.

I shook my head no "just needed a day out". "Good you wanna come chill with me and the crew. "Mmmmm sure" i agreeed. He led me up to V.I.P and introducing me to his family and friends. Everyone was nice and seemed pretty cool.

So we all got to know each other. Then my favorite song came on. (Hold Yuh Down-DJ Khaled) "You wanna dance"Tremaine asked. I smiled and nodded. We went to the dance floor his hand wrapped around my hips. I grinded my hips to the beat make sure his soldier felt every movement. "You aint slick" he whispered in my ear. I bit my bottom lip. He had me like a waterfall.

After several drinks and a couple of blunts. I remembered nothing else.