FUXK Yo FEELINS

Love&War

Joslyn.

"Trey let me go" I yelled snatching my arm away from his. "Come on now Jo you not my girl so why you mad" he said hitting a soft spot. When he said that everyone in the airport had their eyes on me. I adjusted my Michael Kors duffel bag on my shoulder and power walked my ass out of their before anymore hurtful things were said.

I quickly got into a cab ignoring his driver. On my way home I gathered my self. Trying to control my emotions. When I got home the cab driver helped me with my bags. I paid him and went into my house closing the door behind me. I flopped down on my couch. I turned on the T.V to see a bad looking reck on the news. I shook my head. "Sad" I said aloud. Then they flashed a picture of Tremaine. My heart stopped and then my instincts kicked in. One part of me was saying go find his ass. But the other said he don't care about you so stay where you belong. It hurted so bad to that he fucked a flight attendant in the planes bathroom while I was asleep. He so dam self centered.... I thought but I loved his stupid ass. I quickly showered and slipped a purple Love Pink Jogging suit and some uggs and I was out the door. I speed down to Grady as fast as I could. When I walked into the hospital I quickly ran to the information desk and asked where the emergency room was. The nice elderly lady showed me the way. "Lord please let Tremaine be okay I love him too much for him to leave me now" I said hoping he's okay.

When I got to the emergency room I hurried to the desk. "Tremaine Alexander please" I said out of breath.  "Ma'am who are you in relation to him" she said with a slight attitude.  "I'm his fucking wife now where is he" I said lying but worried. "He's in room 632" she said. I quickly ran into a room full of doctors. He was covered in a million and one machines.

Excuse me I said to one of the doctors. He turned around. "Yes how may I help you" he said pulling me to the side. "Umm is he going to live" I asked dazed by his beauty. "Yes ma'am he is, he is just in a induced coma for now because the pain that he was experiencing could have killed him" he explained to me. "Okay so what exactly happened"  I asked curious. " he was grazed by a couple of bullets but the main thing was him hitting his head on the trucks window it could have killed  him but this a Black little teddy bear somewhat cushioned the impact.

I nodded and sat down on a near by couch. I watched as nurses cleaned his wounds and started new IVs. Then I became drowsy from all the crying and worrying. Then I drifted off to sleep.

Tremaine...

I woke up in a hospital. With no one by my side. I looked down at my feet to see Jo sleep at the foot of the bed. I smiled but it soon faded. I know she wasnt here to stay. So I sat up which hurt like hell to do. Jo looked up at me in pure disgust. To be honest I really didn't give a fuck because she wasn't my girl and I don't know who gave her that title. "Are you okay" she asked pushing her hair behind her ear. I nodded. And she did the same. She got up and walked out my room without saying anything else.

I didn't understand what was the problem.