Joslyn P.O.V
Its been every little bit of 2 weeks since i had the accident and either seen Trey. I live with Mya and E. She refused to let me go home. So I now live in Brazil. It stays hot and all I see is big asses. Even tho i speak no type of spanish im seeming to blend in.
I walked on the beach alone letting small waves hit my ankles. I stared at my small forming belly it was cute. But I cant belive my baby survived all of the stress i been through. But Mya and I have been taking stress reliving yoga calles and drinking tea bullshit. But she's coming along in her months. Shes huge too. All i do is rub her belly. We have really got close.
I watched as a family play on the beach. They had a beautiful little girl with them. She caught my stares and ran up to me placing her hand on my belly. "Yaniah" i heard her mom call her approaching me. She didnt move at all. "Thats not nice just running up to people touching them" she scolded her. "Oh no she fine" i said looking at the ladies familiar face. She nodded and quickly walked away.
Trey P.O.V
All I do is drink and fuck. Nothing or no one matters ever since Joslyn lost the baby. I make my money go home and chill. Ive meet this new chick she cool and everything but she ain't nothing serious. All I have to do is throw her some money and she's quite. Dumb.
I walked into my big empty house. I laid on my couch. I stared at the ultrasound that Jo threw at me. Then her pictures that she took in my phone. We could have been the perfect family. But she wanted to be nosey. "Curiosity killed the cat" I said aloud.
"Oh yeah" heard my girl Alexis say. "Well come kill this cat" she said dropping her robe exposing her amazing toned body.
I bit down on my bottom lip as she straddled my lap. She kissed my neck chest and my abs. She then pulled out my erect solider and kissed him before sucking on him.
I pushed her head down further lifting my waist making her taste all of me.
Just when I was about to bust she climed on top of me and shoved me inside her. She was so wet but not all that tight. She moved her hips grinding on me. I quickly stopped her because I was about to bust. "What" she snapped. "I need to put on a rubber" I said trying to push her off me. "The fuck you mean I'm clean so don't worry about it" she said kissing me making me fall for her bullshit. She moved her hips faster and faster as she screamed and yelled my name. I griped her thighs and came. She fell forward kissing my neck telling me she loved me. I pushed her off and went to take a shower.
I woke up to my phone constantly ringing. I grabbed my phone off the night stand and went to my patio to answer my phone.
"Whats up" i said still tired rubbing my eyes.
"How are you brother" Mya said sounding a little exhausted her self.
"Im good whats wrong why you calling me so early" i said.
"Its a girl Trey" she yelled.
"Really i bet she look like you wit cho ulgy ass Im on may way dont leave the hospital"
"The fuck else ima go ass" she said with sarcasm.
"Watch yo mouth you aint pregnant no mo" i said threatening her.
Joslyn P.O.V
I watched Mya give birth. She put E out the room. But soom asked for him back. Im still early but getting bigger.
I laid on the sofa in Mya's recovery room as I heard her talking to Trey. My heart started to beat fast. "I'll see you at home" I said getting up.
Her and E both shot me a look. But i quickly shot them one back.
"Bye Jordan" I said kissing the newborn on her head. She smelled like baby milk.
I grabbed my purse walked out the room. I threw on my glasses and floppy hat and made it to my car.
I decided to stop at a near by baby boutique. I was getting worried that i was getting too big for my size so I skipped lunch and went shopping for the baby.
Seeing a cute couple looking at baby stuff i got sad thinking i gotta go through this by my self.
I seen a tummy molding set. I had to get it. "How far along are you" the girl asked.
Without looking up i said "5 months".
"Your kind of big for 5 months" she said witch kind of offended me.
I smiled at her and went to pay for my things.
As i walked out the store i got a text from Mya that said just say no when I call.
I got in my car and drove home. I lived in Mya's guest house till i had the baby. I checked my purse for my keys and i couldn't find them.
Trey P.O.V
"Man Mya quit playing with me i know she here" I told Mya holding my new neice.
"Boy leave me alone you just mad you fucked that up" she said telling the truth.
"Why you worried about her so much" Alexis said.
"Who the fuck are you" Mya responded.
"Im Alexis Treys new girlfriend" she stated with confidence.
"He got alot of them" Mya replied.
"I'm sorry Mya but lost my keys" Jo said stopping in her tracks.
She stared at me and then looked at Mya. Then she walked out Mya chased behind her.
I gave Jordan to E and told Alexis to go back to the hotel.
"Jo stop" Mya yelled as she followed her into a stairwell.
I followed them without being noticed.
"Jo he loves you he's just unsure sometimes" Mya explained to her.
I was never unsure just being stupid.
"No he don't stop lying for him Mya dam I want to live my life with my baby happily but i cant because he has already moved on after 2 fuckin weeks with a ulgy bitch like that in there and im sitting here sulking and stressing not no fucking more im gone in the morning ill let you know when the baby comes and tell Jordan Auntie Jo loves her" Jo said crying breaking my heart into peices.
Jo walked down the stairs and I stood there in shock until Mya grabbed my hand and pulled me into a tight hug. "She gon" I askes Mya like a little kind tryna find there mom. She nodded and i let her go i raced after Jo.
I met Jo at her car she was sitting on the hood. Rubbing
L her stomach. I grabbed her and held her tight. "What" she said deeply breathing. "Im sorry i need you please forgive me"i said honestly.
"The fuck no im gone in done you wanna see the baby take me to court its over i felt like Whitney when Bobby was in another bitch you dont give a dam bout nobody but yourself keep it that way i aint gone lose no sleep" she said.
I starred at her as her breathing breathing got heavy and she fainted.
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FUXK Yo FEELINS
ChickLitThis story is all about how a young girl does what ever she has the motto :FUCK YO FEELINGS. But Some times GOD brings people in your like to change that. But the devil sends ones to Promote it.