Broken and beautiful

Chapter 7

Trigger warning: negative thoughts and thinking about suicide.

Nicos POV

I need will to stop being so adorable. I had dropped Hazel of at her house and was driving home but I can't get his stupid adorable face out of my mind. I need to stop thinking of him this way I don't know if he's gay or not. He's probably straight. I sigh and pull into my driveway Bea is hanging out with her friends in town still so I have about an hour before she's home. So I do what I always do I sit in my room and draw. It started with the eyes and then the hair and before I knew it I had drawn the familiar face of Will Solace. Shit. I needed to stop liking him this way. I couldn't keep liking him so much. It's a cheesy love story guy save the others life they fall into n love but he probably didn't fall for me. He tolerates me enough to want me alive but that's all. And with that thought I start crying, he doesn't love me and he would never love me.

Wills POV

I was finally home having escaped from Leo and his correct assumptions about Nico that I kept rejecting. However when I got home i knew my mom was gone at work and Rhea was hanging out with Kai but I didn't expect to see Thea on the couch in a full on make out season. So you know what I did to make things awkward I walked past them to the stairs and yelled a friendly "keep things PG" and ran to hide in my room. I closed the door and started laughing. I walked to my window and looked out and saw Nico across the street sitting at his desk doing something. Then he started wiping his face and I realized he was crying. Then he disappeared to who knows where and I got concerned so me being a very rational person assumed the worst and rand down the stairs out the door and to Nicos house and knocked frantically on the door.

Nicos POV (trigger warning now)

I was so done. With al the feelings and all the pain they bring. Nobody would actually care if I was gone. This time nobody was gonna try and stop me either. I looked through my cabinets finding all the pills there were. And then I heard a knock. I ignored it. But then it happened again and again and again. Then the key clicked in a lock the door flung opens downstairs and two sets of feet could be heard running up the stairs, I locked the door and sat down against it.
"Nico open the door"
"Why" I ask trying to keep my voice steady.
" Nico," I hear a different voice say " please open the door" and with that I break down crying I stand up and unlock the door as soon as its unlocked two pairs of arms wrap around me. One is my sisters and the others are wills great now he's saved my life twice.
Bianca makes food and Will stays the night again. We stay in my room and I ended up falling asleep in his arms and maybe it was my half asleep imagination but I could have swore he kissed my forehead.

Wills POV

Nico was tired so we cuddled and he fell asleep pretty quick but I figured it wouldn't hurt so I gave him a small kiss on the forehead and then also drifted into a peaceful sleep.