notasasaeng: I saw you on a magazine today.
notasasaeng: That was the first time.
apinkrong: What do you want?
notasasaeng: One day, I'll be with you on that magazine.
And if ever you need someone Well, not that you need helping But if ever you want someone I know that I am willing Listen this song on multimedia part ❤️ -Chorong-
I was so nerveous when I'm waiting in the park near Han River. I didn't know who is he, or what will going on between us. Even I lovehim, I thought, why do I started to feel something for the unknown member.It was so hard for me. I was in love with him, and he - the unknown number - told me that he is not the one who I thought he could be. Yet, I couldn't stopped my heartbeating, it was so sharp that it hurts me. I checked my watch, 7.45, fifteen more minute. Then he will came and finally I can meet with him. There were two members left, Do Kyungsoo and Oh Sehun. I was wondering about which one is him, while being sad about he isn't an option in that moment. I took a deep breath, and turned to sky. The sun, started de share her ginger hairs with his gentleman lover already, with the blue sky. He was self-sacrificing, I thought. Afterall, he let her to take his all colour, and let her to take with her while she's going.Then sun set, and sky went to black. This sunset was relaxed me. I checked my watch again. 8:03. Where is he? I thought. Can he notice me in this hat and in this mask? Maybe I should walk around the park,I thought. And then I started to walk. The park isn't crowded today. Some riders pedallings and some young couples hugging and watching the river. When will October come? I want to watch fireworks..I contiuned to walk. 8:09. Is he giving up? Maybe he change his mind. I stopped with apprehension. What if he decided to not coming here? I felt hopelessness till my hair roots from my toes. I didn't want to talk with him behind of his nickname after then. But I couldn't write to Sehun or Kyungsoo in less than no time, if I wrote to the wrong person, he could be sad about it. You already brook him, heaps of times. My brain started to torture me, a voice started to blame me. You call him Luhan first, and then you can't stop yourself, you call him Suho, he understand that he is the one for you. You broke his heart. He won't come. While I was triying to walk with this thoughts, a rider who pedalling is lost his balance when he is next to me. My brain was so full with thoughts so I even couldn't move to get rid of this accident. I just cover my face with my hands and wait for the bycle who came to crush me. 08.14. He won't came. The last thing I think before close my eyes. He won't came, and a bycle will crush to you. You know, what they say.. 'Everything happened in a moment that I couldn't understand.' That wasn't like it. I understand all moments. Still 08.14. Yowler brake squeak. A little child started to scream and cry. Probably he pointed me in that time. Rapid footfalls. Getting closer, bycle too. I can not open my eyes, I can not move or I can not think about move. I just listen and try to understand whats going on. A couple arm swaddled my waist and pulled me to other way, being a shield for me. Bycle stopped before crush. My hands are still on my face while my body jailed in another's embrace. Warm.. I thought. This embrace was so familiar, not with bodies but words, emotions, the same caring code. That's him. He is here. He came. I moved my hands over my face. 08.15. My watch blinked to me.My back was accumbended to his chest. His arms was still in my waist, and it was the way he is telling that 'You are strong, I know that. But if you ever feel weak, let me be there for you. I want to be a mountain that you can lean on.' 'Sorry, I'm late.' He whispered while he prepared to get himself away. I hold his arm with my two arm. 'On the dot.' I said before I turn my face to him over my shoulder, while looking his beautiful hands.
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I share this episode without checking, if there is mistakes please forgive me. Anddd this is our first non-texting episode, and they met, whoa, ı never think about it before, this episode was kinda hard for me +english isn't my first language and I wrote some words Turkish without noticing, thankfully ı realized them after ending that word 😅😅😅 that was a conversation and a half! But, before leaving, please comment your thoughts, did you like this episode, should we return to texting again or contiune in that way??? ı don't know please wrote 🙏🏻❤️
