Im staring down the barrel of a loaded gun
Gun to my head,
Hand to my throat
No this is not my doing
No i can not change this
Yes i will die
If today shall be my last day,
What would be the perfect thing to say?
For this morning i woke up with the realization that the world is trying to kill me
Although it took me to the point of a gun at my head to realize it,
I was always destined to go this way
What a strange day to die,
Pretty pink flowers lay next to me on this boiling hot day in may
Im staring down the barrel of a loaded gun
Gun to my head,
Hand to my throat
Why are you the one to pull the trigger?
Aren't you the one saving me from this?
I saw your smile just yesterday when i told you how much you mean to me
But now i can see the cracks in safety net you gave me
Why would it not be you who stabs me in the back?
Please just let me be
Bang!
You shot me
Bang!
You show no mercy
Bang!
We're deadMy blood stains the white tiles red
If you didn't know any better you could say it's red wine
But no amount of lies can differ from that and the two bodies lying dead upon the ground
4 weeks is how long it takes for us to be found
4 weeks of misery
4 weeks of knowing i was dead
Death is supposed to release all the pain
But no it did the exact opposite
Although we both lie dead upon that blood stained ground
Our soul stand watching
The shadow falls across your face
That is the pitfalls of the man you became
It's true what they say
It's the devils fame
4 weeks my death has been
Now i am found i am no longer
One world to another i will travel
All the secrets i shall unravel
For now i shall no longer be
Good bye dear man who hunted me
YOU ARE READING
The Ultimate Peter Parker one shots ( All Are Depressing)
Fiksi Penggemarone shots of a depressed Peter yep that's it trigger warning stuff... I dunno yet Probs self harm and suicide Also eating disorders and anxiety read my other story the death of spiderman
