Pointless....
That's the best way I can describe them
My ideas, wishes, and just things I wanted to do is well pointless
Others will think they understand and agree but...
That's just the surface of things
That's just minimum when theirs so much to be done or do
When I wanted to do something just help out I get called out and become a "dick"
If I'm he bad guy just tell me don't shun me I want to know so I can change so I can understand but maybe I'm just too delusional
I wanted things to be done in a certain way
I wanted help and I got it but theirs so many of y'all and only 2 of them help
They know I'm emotional and suck at doing things on my own but ignoring me isn't gonna make it better
So just why bother having thoughts
Why bother trying to get my point through if mostly likely I'll get shut down instantly
Why do I must hurt myself just to please others
Why do I put myself through this so I would he liked
I don't know why I do these things if I always bring myself downwards
I'll just get rid of it...
Every problem someone had will be snapped outta existence except one things
...myself
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The Thoughts of a Blue Boy
PoetryA close friend of mine told me to come here to let out anything I feel so that's why I'm here I come and go but it's feeling like it's gonna be weekly but I ain't sure about hat yet I suck at writing so if I make any grammar mistakes just tell me th...
