Attention

Miracle

Flashback

I had tried to chase after dino I didn't mean to hurt him again that was never my attention but it happened like lighting

"!!!CRASH!!!"

"DINOOOO" I screeched hauling ass down my driveway a 18 wheeler had hit basically sending his car to the other end of the street and I ran until I couldn't run anymore everyone else chased after me it was like I knew he was dead I knew in my soul Dino had died as I approach the car his body dangled out the windshield blood everywhere the driver that had hit him had got out crying saying he didn't see him and he couldn't stop it was like time stood still for me I couldn't breathe I couldn't speak I couldn't nothing dave had ran beside me and seeing Dino body and watching dave break down like he did only made ripped my heart out more everyone had finally gathered around they knew not to move the body we didn't want to hurt him anymore than he already was and didn't want to fuck up his possibilities of living everyone cried out and me I just stood there daring not to utter a word I felt like this was my fault he said he was gone this time i didn't know he really meant it......

Present day...

I took another sip of liquor sitting at the bar this place had become my home sense the accident with Dino no I didn't rush to the hospital after him I just felt like this was all my fault and the guilt was eating me alive I kept replaying the moment I seen his body in my sleep it was traumatic for me

"Another shot" I mumbled

"Naw baby girl we closing you know the deal"

"Give me a bottle to go" I mumbled

"You really come in here every night looking all beautiful and drinking your life away"the guy said

"Life just not going my way right now"

"Does that mean throw it away"

"It means drink till you don't remember"I told him

"Well if I was your man you wouldn't have to drink like this whatever you going through just know god got you"

"Yeah doesn't seem like I'm loosing my faith in him too" I told him

"Never loose faith I know you got something to live for"

"Yeah my son but he would be better off without me"

"Naw I don't even know you and know you serve a purpose"

"You sound like someone I knew"

"Knew huh"

"Yeah knew" I swallowed the last of my drink walking out I knew I didn't drive I would never put my self in that situation so I Uber to the house once I got there everybody was crashed laid out in my living room everyone had basically moved in it's like we all needed each other in a way they didn't leave and I needed them not to I didn't want to be alone and I knew they didn't either

I felt myself about to puke so I ran to the nearest bathroom I felt so light headed

*blacked out*

Layla pov

"Dave you are high ass hell" I snapped

"So I'm dealing with shit"

"I get that but constant getting high off lean popping pills smoking just not giving af I know what happened to Dino effecting you but life goes on"

"The fuck you mean life goes on you wasn't out there u didn't see him how the group did you don't understand Layla damn"

"Baby that was your best friend I know"

"Naw you don't for you to sit in my face and tell me life goes on when he hasn't been gone for three fucking months that was my brother the only other nigga that knew the real me and to see him like that I can't unsee it"

"Maybe you need to talk to your friends and most importantly miracle" she told me

"Naw I can't face them right now we all fucked up"

"I'm just saying y'all gone have to let that Rest In Peace but with all y'all worrying he can't be at peace"

"Man its to much with miracle mama in and out the hospital this is just to much"

"How about you go talk to Miracle because I'm pretty sure she taking it way harder than you right now"

"How df can you say that when I spent my whole life with this nigga you better stfu talking to me we all grieving ain't no body hurt worse than the other this ain't no fucking competition Layla"

"Your taking what I'm saying out of context"

"You just need to stfu I'll check on Miracle when I'm ready her fucking fiancé got her WHO THE FUCK GOT ME CAUSE IT AINT YOU U SITTING HERE TALKING ABOUT HOW IM COPING BUT HAVE YET TO ASK HOW TF I FEEL FUCK YOU LAYLA" He shouted

"Fuck me no fuck you dino is gone CANT SHIT BRING THAT MAN BACK HE DEAD BUT LIFE GOES ON I HAVE KIDS TO LIVE FOR YOU THINK IM ABOUT TO LET MYSELF GO BECAUSE A CLOSE FRIEND DIED HELL NO IM A MOTHER BEFORE IM ANYBODY FRIEND"

*Slap!!*

I held my face in shock he had never hit me before like never tears swelled up in my eyes I was hurt how could he do this

"Learn to stfu" he mumbled and i just ran up on him hitting punching kicking everything in my power to hurt him he had me fucked up how can he hit me for speaking the truth I have took a lot of dave shit but I won't allow him to hit me

"ITS OVER!!" I shouted

"It ain't shit you better stop playing with Layla before I become your worst nightmare" he snapped

"YOU ARE MY WORST NIGHTMARE IM YOUR WIFE" I screamed tears staining my face

"Stfu and suck my dick like a good wife should relieve my stress instead of causing it"

"FUCK YOU" I snapped slapping the shit out of him I tried to walk off but he caught me I tried to get out of his grip but he had a firm grip I screamed cause he was hurt me he let go of me making me fall he pulled his clothes off with his penis standing at attention I was shocked he was enjoying this I tried to get up but he pushed me back down jamming his penis in my mouth Thank god my kids weren't home he roughly went in and out of me I wanted to cry he was taking advantage of me he soon bent me over sliding his dick in and out of me he was raping me HIS WIFE HE WAS RAPING ME

BUT IN ALL HONESTY I LIKED IT THIS WAS THE MOST AMAZING SEX WE HAD IN FOREVER AND I WAS ENJOYING IT EVEN UNDER THE CIRCUMSTANCES CALL ME CRAZY BUT HE WAS BLOWING MY MIND

opp y'all thought focus was crazy just wait until we get into attention I can't wait to get into this book

Give me your thoughts:
who was wrong Layla or Dave

Do you think Dave should have took his anger out on Layla

Was Layla just being helpful or being a bitch

How do y'all feel about Dino death

Do you get why Miracle feels guilty

Miracle passed out will she get it together for the sake of royal

Hmmm questions...???